I met a person by chance a long time ago. Later, we both became part of life of each other. Though we argued a lot, I still preferred to be with this person so change dormitory to their roommate. Little did I know that I always been following her. I always thought that I was doing things for my convenience. I didn’t know that I was already sacrificing my time. I constantly denied that fact.

I even tried learning to drive. My father suggested that I start driving but the bigger motivation was to drive this person to an annual conference. I was in hurry to learn.

I had always checked her subjects so that we become classmates. I failed a subject one time and the path we shared became divided. From then on, we didn’t see each other much. Even though I had catched up with her, we still lost our communication.

I been following this person all along yet I didn’t our relationship. Did we become friends? Was it only blockmates? Former roomates, or classmates? Or it was only churchmate? Due to this uncertainty, I decided to walk far away. And then later, I soon found out. Super elbimate, huh.

I had been hurting her, I admit that. But you know, I been constantly hurt by her lies. She said I was the most important person in her Christian life. She said that she was the one who follows after me. I wanted to ask her to look back. Maybe, just maybe I am at her back. She was always searching after me because she didn’t know that I always behind her. It seems that I was misunderstood all along though she told me that she tried much understanding me and maybe that I should be understandable. That hurts me a lot. She just never knew. I never want anything else from her but friendship. It seems that we are most incompatible friends in the world.

Every time she said anything personal to me, I got furious and I tend to hurt her much. To escape this loop, I decided to end this once and for all.

Now, I am free of anything. I can do what I want whenever I want. I don’t have an obligation to attend the og meeting Moreover, the deception that I never met her in the first place helps.

I am certain that I would never meet anyone like her again. She is unique. But then, I wish she’ll meet someone like me. For if that happens, I’ll be happy that someone will correct my mistakes.