I don't think you should try to be someone you are not. All your problems can be traced back to that, right?

And who cares about faggots on digg or server admins? If they fuck up then it's their problem. Don't try to do anything positive for people, only for someone you truly love.

This brings us to the next issue. Has anyone ever loved you? Try to figure out what you're good at, and dedicate everything to perfecting it. For example, why not write a novella about your state of mind? If it's good that will earn you respect.

Finally, your thread got me thinking... I did not always win in life, but I never felt like you. There was always SOMEONE who liked me. How can it be there's noone for you? I don't think I'm so awesome, in fact I'm quite a failure. And there are people telling me it's ok and I am still valuable. Why noone for you? Maybe you just never noticed these gestures, only the negative ones?

And bingo managed to miss the whole point again. Stop regurgitating this nice guys lose bullshit. It's overgeneralized and dumb. A confident doofus is worse than a shy genius.