For four or five years I was hikikomori.
I would spend my days sitting around, spending the entire day on the Internet, or playing games.
For years I would stay inside my apartments, never working out or going outside.

Those years I was miserable, I would go months under depression.
I thought about killing myself tons of times.

Those years I always hated people, the world, myself.

This week however, my life has changed!
I got a bike from my grandparents' garage and rode it home.
The past week I get up at 4am (I used to go to bed at 7am and wake up at 6 or 8pm or something like that) and I ride my bike around the city, fresh air, things getting done, and I don't actually hate people, there are lots of nice people out there.

It's so weird, I see people outside enjoying life, and I'm getting a little taste of that, I want that, I don't want to spend my days depressed and posting on 4-ch and /v/.

Eh, I'm still NEET and a virgin though ;_;