I've come to hate these success stories of people being able to go out and get back into the world (or at least make an serious, optimistic effort).

I'm probably actually jealous and hate them for it, but I could never see myself going out into the world and get into a "socially positive" routine; doing such greatly frightens me (I did try going out and going to school, but I just couldn't take it and was frighted and hated everything around me.)

Also, good for you all who got out.