[whining] Mood swings, depression etc. [emo] (13)

4 Name: OP : 2008-11-04 15:45 ID:Heaven

Woah, the personal issues board is active!

>mental block

Thats exactly how it is for me. Sure I have "internet friends", but talking to some text on your screen which you can ignore whenever you want is a lot easier than RL. My asl is 21/m/southern UK if that is of any use.

My perfect day.... now thats a tricky one. I'd say just lazing around doing my own stuff through the day then in the evening hanging around with a few mates, with no pressure to perform or be funny or interesting, and just having a few drinks and a chat and doing something fun where I'm not ignored or a tag-along. Obviously that isn't going to happen, but honestly these days I'm not even sure what I would enjoy.

Sorry to whine like this, it's not all that bad. When I'm feeling ok with myself I'm fine being a loner, hell, I love it! The fact of the matter is now and then all the stuff that accumulates from being so withdrawn I guess just takes over for a while and makes me feel like crap.

I've cheered up a lot since I made this thread... I guess my own conclusion would be just to weather through to bad times because I do prefer my lifestyle as a loner. If it makes people see me as a loser or a social retard, then fuck them. I like my own company better than any of them.

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