apathy (12)

1 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-03 14:28 ID:KjqvfBnJ

hello people of 4ch, /fit/fag here. I got very apathetic suddenly. A week ago, I was great, full of energy, hyped up - as always. Now I can't even get up in the morning. I used to jog at six in the morning, now I just turn off the alarm clock, doze off till it's time to go to the university, sleep through all the lectures, get home, waste my time on 4chan, go to sleep, repeat the cycle. I have this cozy and warm feeling all the time, it's so strong, almost physical. I just want to sit there and enjoy it. Not even a cold shower can make it go away. What do I do, 4ch?

2 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-03 14:30 ID:KjqvfBnJ

and now I feel like crying. This sucks.

3 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-03 15:02 ID:m7+Vbg9F

That's a good deal of depression symptoms you've here, my friend.

4 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-03 15:15 ID:Sg7YDAsX

Either something happened in your life, or perhaps you have a condition. You might considering checking with a doctor, many diseases like mononucleosis or thyroiditis can have such effects

5 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-03 15:54 ID:KjqvfBnJ

I've always been apathetic. Unable to have fun, except with adrenalin pumping through my veins. A lot of foreigners say it's the country, though. Plus something happened, yeah. The same something that happened to everyone - the crisis. The place were I work will close down in a month, education costs rising - and at the same time, the university teachers say that education lost it's value here (easteuropean fag), crap like this. On the other hand, I had a fun summer vacation - went to the sea, almost had my skull cracked open (and probably concussed, since I got mildly retarded for a couple of days), had a terrible unattended fever, all combined with some heavy non-stop drinking. So maybe I got some nasty neurodisease, yeah. That means free drugs, yay!

6 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-03 20:41 ID:xoP305kH

From your description it seems you need to relax and chill out a bit,...

As for education having lost value, that's rubbish. But it may not be the value you thought, or the education you needed.

And if you suspect something related to your accident, go see a doctor.

7 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-03 23:03 ID:obQ9z+Ll

dont overtrain and make sure you get enough vitamines during the dark winter time! you will be full of energy any time soon, just take your time and enjoy yourself!

8 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-06 15:09 ID:TlOUilBe

ok, so I went to a doctor and she just told me to fuck off and not waste her time.

9 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-06 17:02 ID:0xOhLWcR

Good, at least it seems you are healthy. I suggest you hang out more with friends, to shake off your sluggishness, unless they suffer from the same problem as you,...

10 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-06 18:49 ID:Heaven

I don't have many. And just two I actually enjoy talking to. Plus there isn't much to do here now, even with friends. In the summer, we used to freeskate and stuff, in the autumn, eat psychedelic mushrooms and go to the club, but now everyone either studies or drinks or both. I enjoy a provocation game I play with my classmates though. But I'd hate to hang out with them.

Watching metalocalypse helps get rid of the apathy for a while, though.

11 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-06 20:12 ID:0xOhLWcR

Well,... Imagine you were paraplegic: what would you long for? Then go and do it.

Seriously, use your imagination, you're not holed up in a cave, or a jail.

12 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-06 21:13 ID:Heaven

i want to be rich. But it never happens. I can do whatever i want right? i wanna be rich! So i can travel, live without worries. That is my dream and will always be a dream, longing means shit.

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