suicide.. or not (13)

1 Name: rod : 2008-12-10 18:06 ID:gdfm+nQy

hi there.. i would like your objective opinion on whether i should kill myself or not

i am of average intelligence, i speak 5 languages and have language talent, i look okay, i am healthy, i care about other peoples feelings, i am a nice guy..

but, i find little girls sexy. i had relationships with women and men too, once it worked with a highschool age girl, but when she graduated i became interested in a younger girl. this is what always happens

i cant find fulfillment and happyness in life, and i cant find meaning in it, so there is no reason to live. as long as i enjoy it its okay, but lately, i am growing disgusted of myself as i match the typical stereotype about guys pretty much.. all i enjoy is food and young girls company. its pretty pathetic

2 Name: Annonymous : 2008-12-10 19:30 ID:oPnBa/tG

I think that living the "typical stereotype" of guys is acceptable. Living a hedonistic life is ok, as long as you are honest to others about it. If you lead people on about being other then what you are not only hurts others but hurts yourself as well.

It sounds like you are a guy that is easy to please. You just want food and young pretty girls, perhaps you have an interest in shiny cars, and you find that this doesn't match the social norms. The one thing you must deal with is getting involved with girls younger then eighteen. In this regard you are going to have to fight your natural inclination for your own self interest. If you keep breaking the law the chances are you will land yourself in jail. You may be drawn to fifteen year olds, but you can also do a "look but don't touch" approach. There are plenty of hot nineteen year olds to go after, so why don't you try the young but legal girls instead?

If the definition of joy in your life is going after high school girls and without that there is no joy you have some serious thinking to do. The purpose of life is to enjoy it, whether it is by giving to others and making others happy, improving yourself and trying to find your limit or by just drinking and hitting on girls. However your whole life should not be ruined because you alter one aspect of it. If it is you need to reevaluate what you want out of life, and maybe get some therapy as well. Will killing yourself make your life better? Probably not.

3 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-10 20:34 ID:1FJgQ5kf

dont suicide. its not worth it
i think you should go after the people who always look younger than their actual age.. if you know what i mean!

4 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-10 21:07 ID:BXrJ6lnO

Go to counseling.

Or you'll get some of it here: Why do you like young girls?

5 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-10 23:05 ID:HNKDGRoI

As mentioned above, do not use this board to discuss suicide.

If you are feeling down, just stick to discussions about the problem that is depressing you, avoid speculations on committing suicide.

6 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-11 01:52 ID:zeDaBI4h

>>3
How would you know if it's worth or not? Hell, only way to know is to do it.

7 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-11 02:55 ID:Heaven

>>3 Yes , there are some chicks that look 15-16 and are 19. The porn industry is full of it (especially east euro industry)

>>5 screw you, he is feeling suicidal let him express it. We can actually help the guy, instead of pushing him away.

>>6 Fuck off Troll

8 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-11 03:18 ID:i01T8Rf6

Suicide should never be the answer. I've had a couple of friends commit suicide and the only thing it did was cause greif and suffering for the people around them. If your sexual preference is the only reason for your suicidal thoughts, you should know that everyone has their own personal demons, but we accept them and find ways to cope. No matter how horrible you are feeling, just know that it will pass, nothing lasts forever. You have to keep your head up and put in an effort to better yourself. It's an uphill battle, I know, but believe me, getting to the top of that mountain is worth the struggle.

9 Name: rod : 2008-12-11 17:32 ID:gdfm+nQy

thanks guys..

>Why do you like young girls?

the thing is, i dont really know, they just attract me. i think i like certain qualities that younger girls are much more likely to have, both appearance but also their attitude to life.

>Yes , there are some chicks that look 15-16 and are 19. The porn industry is full of it

right.. exactly. they tend to be bitches even if they are not in porn. i am instead into wholesome good girls, who need to be protected from the cruel world.

i can find some women attractive too, but, younger girls of that certain type are just so much more lovable. i cant have a stable relationship because inevitably i will fall into love with a girl. probably because they still have dreams, one can only feel romantic towards slightly innocent beings. when they grow up, experiencing the real world somehow corrupts their innocence..

finally

>Will killing yourself make your life better? Probably not.

right but it is pointless trying to continue it like this. something needs to change.. as i am trying to find out why i like young girls, maybe its that i just dont like how society forms them, so a different more traditional culture might be the solution? but that still feels like running away from my problem instead of solving it.. which is weak..

10 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-11 17:32 ID:Frb5rsj6

>screw you

How kind,...

>he is feeling suicidal let him express it. We can actually help the guy, instead of pushing him away.

I'm not preventing him from expressing his suicidal feelings. What I'm against is making that theme his main point, instead of his real problem. And if his main problem is really suicide, then he should in fact use another resource to get help, just as specified above. If someone uses /love/ to express his distress about his cancer or career, I will sympathize, but I will still tell him not to use that board for those kind of discussions.

11 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-12 01:19 ID:zpcow0E1

>>10

You cannot expect >>7 to be kind to you. That statement really did seem cold. (Notice I used the word seem) Maybe this wasn't what he was supposed to do, but our objectivity does in fact have a certain quality a counselor doesn't in that we are everyday people, and we approach this situation from that angle. Though I agree he should see a counselor, I don't think our perspective would hurt.

>>9
Well, you're getting somewhere. Suicide definitely isn't the answer. Like I just said, go get some counselling. Health practitioners, including mental health ones, are, by law, required not to reveal information about their patients. Find out your priorities. Sort things out.

You seem to have good potential, especially with linguistics. Don't waste it. From what I just read, you don't really like the idea of liking little girls, you just do. Don't let that one quality drag all of you down. You have so many others, I'm sure.

12 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-12 01:36 ID:ni/dEjDc

You have it way better than me. Keep living you pitiful bastard.

13 Name: Anonymous : 2008-12-13 03:53 ID:dr3EYn3j

"right.. exactly. they tend to be bitches even if they are not in porn. i am instead into wholesome good girls, who need to be protected from the cruel world.

i can find some women attractive too, but, younger girls of that certain type are just so much more lovable. i cant have a stable relationship because inevitably i will fall into love with a girl. probably because they still have dreams, one can only feel romantic towards slightly innocent beings. when they grow up, experiencing the real world somehow corrupts their innocence.."

Unfortunately, what you are looking for is unrealistic. A child is innocent because they have a fresh, new view of the world and are excited about life at every turn. A young innocent woman would be able to retain this for a while, but it ends up getting lost. Innocents is lost when one is exposed to the realities of the world.

The world, both the natural world and the world of man is a beautiful and violent creation. A person free to determine their own fate (as every person should be) will not be innocent for they must see the world as it is. Innocence can only see good, once an innocent person sees the bad the person is no longer innocent but like the rest of us.

In order to be with an innocent girl you will have to find her and protect her from the real world. You can only show her beauy, sweetness and love. You will have to provide her with everything, and be careful that her cage will not bring her to destruction. You would have to give her an illusion of freedom so that she does not feel trapped, but not true freedom or she would lose her innocence. This cannot be done in this country because women are equal to men and we will lose our innocence as we become adults and take on the burdens of full responsibility.

I think you have an ideal, and ideals are hard to find in the real world. You can find this ideal in girls, but it is very rare to find anyone that can retain innocence. It can be done, however. Imagine if there was a woman that was fully aware and engaged in the world. Imagine that she saw all the beauty, all the charity and love, visciousness and corruption, decay and death, and imagine if she was unphazed by it. She could take the world in and let it go, easily. Such a person will be unburdened by reality, and would be innocent. Not only would she be innocent, but she would be free. You would not have to protect her, because she can protect herself. Can you find such a woman? Probably one in a million, but there are people like that out there.

But I remember hearing something, "you must become what you are seeking." In order to find someone who is both innocent and free you will have to be innocent and free yourself. You will have to give up the things that take away innocence: hatred, guilt, obligations, a building full of possessions to protect. Only then would you know what to look for.
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