Hey there, Personal Issues. I just feel happy as hell, and I'd like to share something that I just realized.
I had been down as shit for a while. I was bored stiff, things I once found interest in seemed tedious, and I was bitchy about relationships (or more precisely, a lack thereof).
But lately, something's started up in my life, and I'm starting to do something that I've wanted to do for a while, and with one of my best friends, no less.
I had an IM window up of a friend that I haven't really talked to in a while (just one of those things where time distances friends, you know?). I don't know them in real life, but they're still awesome anyways. It had been inactive for a while, but while I opened it up among the myriad of windows on my taskbar, I heard that familiar IM tone, and I looked, to my surprise, to see that they had messaged me. I was also complimented on something that my friends and I do.
They're little things, but sometimes it's the little things that do the trick.
In short, I feel fucking great now. I look through the threads in /personal/ and see a lot of people who are down. As cheesy and bullshitty as this sounds, I just want to say it.
Things will look up. You may have to change something, and you may have to take an initiative, but things can get better.
Thanks for reading, I guess!
Yeah yeah, no matter what you will always be hated. We always hate the persons on the other side giving us advice, they never even felt our level of pain or quality of life. But you did apparently, but i still hate you.
Just kidding! I'm glad you are happy, i know what you mean about little things suddenly giving you a smile.
anyways, keep it up.