Hi,
i come right to the point.
My father moved away to i don't know where.
I live with my mother and sister.
I keep leeching from my mum.
I do not even help her in the household.
She has to work really hard. We have a restaurant running.
But soon to shut down due to not having enough customers.
I get expelled from college soon too.
What do you think of me?
>>1
I don't care about you. I don't think you're interesting enough to deserve a thread.
Seriously, what's your point?
Then why are you answering?
Well the best thing i can is to pity myself.
I think you are depressed. Nothing too surprising about that, considering what happened to you. Unfortunately, depressed people are extremely egocentric, so instead of joining forces with the remaining of your family, you're shutting yourself away from them. This is typical, and is the reason why so many couples divorce after their kid died.
I think you might be interested in reading a manga called "under current". Just go to google, type "under current manga" and follow the first link. It may soothe you.
Don't think you are a monster. Which does not mean that you should not try to pull yourself together, and support your mother and sister in what capacity you have. But accept the fact that this has hit you hard, it's normal. (NB: I suggest you have a talk with your teacher or principal to explain your circumstances and try to avoid being expelled from school. It's totally unnecessary to call attention on yourself in such a destructive manner).
i think you need to get up and make it happen
lifes short my man, there must be something you want to do with it
Apathetic, but not an asshole as the title suggests.
Get up and improve your life. For starters, ask your mom if you can help out. She'll appreciate it, even for the tiniest of tasks.
And why are you getting expelled from college? Bad grades? Talk to an academic councilor, advisor, and your friends.
>>3
Sarcasm. Seriously dude, you got problems. Everyone does. Don't think anyone gives a shit about "oh you're an asshole, you don't help your mom". You're not going to get a medal even for that. That's what I was saying.
The thread as you started it has no point. You want to wallow in self-pity, then be my guest, do so. I emphasized the important word in self-pity so you catch my drift... If you're asking for sympathy, do so. For advice, do so. For whatever, do so. You could even come just to rant. But seriously, a random list of things you fail/failed to do and "am I the worst villain of all time"? Are you serious?
Now, to the point. I'm being harsh, I know. But in the end sometimes it's a kick in the teeth that'll help you stand back up on your feet. I'd give sympathy, but some others did that. So I'll play bad cop, okay? Again, at the end of the day, you're all alone - we all are. We all have our problems to deal with, and you'll be all alone facing yours. You'll have to get your shit together eventually. Don't turn away, clash head-on with what you are becoming (or what you became, for all I know). Wether you are, indeed, an asshole or not, doesn't matter. Except that if you really were, you wouldn't have posted as well in the first place, am I right?
Guess i didn't want sympathy but insults .
Hm. I don't think i will or i want to get out.
Guess, i will just leave my mom and sister.
This will be the best solution.
If you really want an answer, I'll give you one.
You are a douche bag. Not the biggest one, but you are one of them.
>>8
And why would you want insults? To justify your cowardice?
>>11 you are indeed amusingly pitiful, the DIY variety ^_^
This thread is gay. OP should take medication.
How should this help me?
Medication? You mean drugs?
No thanks, i don't want to get addicted.
Rather i would live painfully then living in some illusions.
What i need is a personal angel that god sent to me to help me.
(Unfortunately not going to happen)
Oh well the problems keep on mounting.
The best idea is really to leave everything behind.
Now i need to find the bravery for this undergoing.
>Rather i would live painfully then living in some illusions.
Honestly, drugs involved or not, and unless you're a masochist, I really don't see why would anyone prefer the former to the latter.
Because having a realistic view about everything is important to me.
And i do not respect people that like to live in illusions.
Ask your mother and sister how you can help them and look for another college to attend!
You can do it OP, you're not a loser!
>>16
Spoiler: Reality doesn't exist as such. Everything is illusion to a certain extent.
>>18
spoiler: learn to read and understand.
realistic views = views that are near reality
>>19
Which is very unrealistic by itself, given the very subjective nature of perception.
>>18 After you have jumped from a skyscraper, come tell us how reality does not exist ^_^
>>20
Not if what you perceive is analyzed logically and with this trying to leave any emotions out of it.
You are really stupid.
I know how to help...
go jump off a cliff.
leave everything behind...
fag
let start by helping your mum wash the dishes
you cud always give her sex to tide her over whenever she misses ur daddy-o
baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw
>>22
Then again, what you perceive is probably not even ONE percent of the whole picture, and your analyzing is flawed because you don't have all the data. Unless you actually believe in your relative perception/logical thinking as an absolute, but then again, beliefs are a personal matter.
And no, I'm not stupid. And I won't make the bold assumption that you are, my friend.
No problem in being a asshole (what others think you are).
Don't fucking care what other people (might) think about you.
It's about YOU. It's a survival game.
If you are mentally to weak, you lost the game.
Just be strong. Exploit the others!
go for it