So I'm going to shoot straight from the hip. I'm tired and depressed. I feel like I have no friends and the friends I do have, I feel really no connection to them. I always feel the fifth wheel so to speak. It seems like the only reason sometimes that they speak to me is because of some weird sense of obligation or pity. I feel like I'm totally alone and just need someone to understand me.
I would get mad, but I got over that kinda shit. It happens, don't get depressed and forget bout it cuz doing so will keep you in that same mentality, I had front row tickets so I KNOW. Your life later on depends on surviving on your own, do that it'll get your mind of things. Go out on your own, more like focus on your own life. I figured that out not to long ago, so don't be depressed cuz friends are not everything, you can't always be with them, they have their own shit to do, so take of yours.
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friendly hug
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try and find one person to talk to maybe a girl is better and talk over it in sms
What I would recommend is for you to properly understand yourself and understand the people around you. Try not to put on a mask that renders all your feelings as an act. Believe in yourself and try to spread whatever love you can spare to everyone around you.