I am a 21 year old male pedophile. And I really wish I weren't.
I should note that by "pedophile", I rather mean that I have a lolicon fetish. I am interested in women my own age as well, and where relationships are concerned I wouldn't even be interested in anyone deviating from my own age by more than just one or two years in either direction.
And of course, I'm the well-behaved kind of pedophile who keeps his fetish neatly locked up and literally wouldn't dream of actually making any moves on a little girl.
But I do like lolicon. A lot. And that scares me.
It's almost like I'm two completely different people, a horny and a sober one. And of course it's the horny me that drools over drawings of naked little girls, and the sober me that is disgusted with what I've just fapped to.
I also find myself making a lolicon subfolder in my hentai folder all the time - thinking "man, I've got to save this one" - and deleting the lot of it again when I'm done fapping.
I think I just need to grow up, mentally and sexually.
Dear pedophile,
Please go troll in sex, where you belong.
Small question... do you enjoy real girls or is it just the doujin one that interests you?
And what exactly are you trying to gain by posting this story here?
It's not that bad, knowing that you seem to only like the lolis in the ANIME/MANGA form and not the REAL HUMAN form.
But I recommend not telling anyone IRL or else they might think you have some issues.