yea, i know i'm stupid. no need to tell me that
and, i had a talk with her htis morning. she said, despite everything in her head telling her not too, she's going to put trust in me again a little bit and "let it slide" as in, my dad doesnt find out, i'm still allowed to have friends over, and all that. the only things is that i cant go out with my friends for a unknown amount of time.
we also talked about what would happen should this happen again. and i wont have a place to call home if it does. a bit of an eye opener right there. so, i'm done for good now. All weed has ever gotten me were some good laughs, making out with a hot chick, and just make everything funny. but it's not worth the shame i felt both times i got caught. and the look in my mom's eyes this past time when I broke her trust... i just know now i'm done with it.