Ryuuchi, I used to be the poster child for never giving up. It was weird, but in high school I kicked all sorts of ass in classes and in sports. When I got to college, it just all fell apart. I fail every day now, constantly. And nothing seems to go right. I don't even want to eat now, and I used to love life with so much vigor too. How do you get back on your feet, when you get knocked down the moment you try?