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Thank you, that's good advice.
for reference, i meant intellectual fuckbuddy in the tense of someone to bounce ideas off and learn from, at a remarkable intensity.
I've tried pills, olanzapine and serequil... After 3 1/2 years I've managed to force them to the edge of the cliff. I'm relatively fine.
I had a freind, who was hanging around me for a while... He stopped being my freind after i got into guns.