Well... to be honest, life still sucks, but at this moment Im giving up on the considerment of suicide... I liked that one statement "stay alive to see how the story ends"... that right there is a good reason alone just to live. Im still hurting but in the end, it could end up okay. I suppose what Im saying is that to live miserably is 100 times better than dying, because if you die, then your not living. And isnt that the point of life, to just live?