I'm watching them walk around the college I work at. All very good looking, each looking happy and speaking Mandarin to eachother. I wish I was rich enough to go to this college or any college. Frankly I don't give a fuck about college itself, I don't even like college. I would just want to go for the exchange program.
But no, I'm going to be stuck in this little town forever, poor and destitute.

I would suggest you use your current situation to help motivate yourself even more. Let it help drive you to make something of yourself and get the things you never had. I know it sounds cliche but at the end of the day it's the underdog story that everyone wants to hear. Rich kid becomes rich and successful. No real surprise. Poor and destitute kid from middle of fucking nowhere becomes corporate titan... now that's more like it.