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I live with my grandparents and older brother and I do not get along with anybody really my dad left my mom after I was born and I never saw him again. my mom drinks and smokes etc. And me and my older bro were taken away from my mom and i have a lil bro who is actually the only family member that I like but he lives with my mom :( and my friends are all jerks... My life kinda sucks im really like depressed 24/7 because every one in my family hate me :(
I just can't begin to explain why so many things bother me so much.
I hacen't been able to get a job to earn money for what I really want to do in over half a year.
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Last time I did this I was called pretentious, and I guess it does come off that way, but I get too immersed in... everything. So watching the news is a goddamn roller-coaster.
Earlier I was getting bothered by a dumb bug in a game, but now back to the usual stuff. Time to spend the next few hours in bed staring at the ceiling, gettin mad, gettin sad.
Girls are stupid and I don't respect them. I just have sex with them.
And men aren't stupid. Nope. Grow up already, get over sexism once and for all.
I was humiliated in public, and now I feel incredibly angry with the one who caused it. I feel so goddamn angry I've been just balling my fists and pacing around all day. I know anger is an unproductive and negative feeling, but holy God if I don't fucking care right now I am so god damn angry.
Someone is saying worrying things to me. I have panic attacks when I'm on my own and I think about them. I'm currently in a situation I don't know how to get out of and am powerless to change.
Someone I care a lot about is hurt when I talk to him because he's always scared I will do something stupid to myself. I don't know how I can live without him but by talking to him, I'm causing him pain. I wish I could talk to him without upsetting him.
There's absolutely no valuable content on these boards. Intelligent discussion is nowhere to be found.
My temp job is ending soon. Back to joblessness. Fuck my country and the rulinh elites who gave us this lovely planet-wide depression. And I can't figure out what the deal is with a girl from high school who keeps texting me.
I'm a fucking loser never leaving his room, never going to University, doing nothing of my days.