Hello everyone. I had a very a very strange dream last night. It brought back a lot of old emotions that really haunts and confuses me. If you have any questions about me please ask. I'm going through a lot more than I could handle in my life right now. This dream really shocked me.
I had a dream that I was back home in my room. [home is 4000 mi away] I had a dream that I was in my room watching television and I called my friend to come over. We were in my room watching television for a while. Then I decided to leave my room to get something to eat in the back kitchen. That's when I noticed that my Grandma was awake. I go up to her to hug her and say hi. My friend sees us. My Grandma asks us to do her one last favor and she tells us to follow her to her room. We follow her to her room and in her closet was a bag full of peso bills. Grandpa was sitting up on the bed watching us. [My Grandpa passed away a year ago, but I haven't been home since he died] My Grandma wanted us to get rid of it since she can't buy anything with it in. Then my Grandma breaks out a shotgun. She points it to a corner. An image of a dead naked body flashes into my eyes in the corner as if I was watching a movie montage. She turns and points to another corner and a different dead body flashes as well. Repeats 4 more times. Then she hands the shotgun to me. Somehow I knew she wanted me to do something. For a second I felt a feeling of honor to protect my family. But I felt bad. I walk towards the corner of the hall. I see two strangers wandering in the kitchen. They look like they're about to rob us. I retreated and aimed as I awaited for them to walk pass the corner. The shotgun's reload handle somehow moves beneath the trigger. It made it extremely difficult for me to reload. I started getting nervous. What if I don't reload on time before the next shot? What if I missed? I get the insecure feeling deep within that I can't do it. I started getting very nervous. I wake up from my dream. I get a strong feeling of fear. I was so afraid of my dream.
Shove the shotgun butt up your spinchter, repeat with lube until u pass out Malachi.