Hello, i'm writing this because i need to find out if what i did was very bad or not. Long story short here's what i've done and just realised how disgusting it is:

1.)I touched like the lip sort of thing of my 7 year old sisters vagina (molestation when she was asleep she didn't wake up..

2.)I asked the same sister to "wrestle" as a game and rubbed my penis on her cheek and then went and masturbated.

3.)when we were wrestling i touched her vagina , she had underwear on, she then said "Hey what are you touching" and i said in a grunting sort of voice "Get off me". I am in no way attracted to little children, me being a 15 year old i just did it because it was a vagina and didn't really think about it. Do you think she knows what i've done to her? this has been eating away at me for 3 weeks now and i've even thought abotu suicide.

Sorry for the long post i just need someone to tell me if i should tell my parents, if she knows about it, and am i a pedophile and would you consider this molestation..