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1 Name: (-_-)さん!aHikkyNoyo 2005-08-27 21:50 ID:Heaven

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2 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-08-28 00:01 ID:Heaven

Cheer up, emo(-_-)さん!aHikkyNoyo(・∀・ )

3 Name: (-_-)さん!aHikkyNoyo 2005-08-28 07:10 ID:42JNUJG4

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4 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-08-28 17:20 ID:Heaven

What´s troubling you, (-_-)さん!aHikkyNoyo?

5 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-08-28 18:51 ID:Heaven

He is hikikkomori

6 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-08-29 02:34 ID:Heaven

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7 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-08-29 02:53 ID:Heaven


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8 Name: (-_-)さん!aHikkyNoyo 2005-08-29 05:48 ID:Heaven

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9 Name: (-_-)さん!aHikkyNoyo 2005-08-29 05:54 ID:Heaven

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10 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-08-29 07:36 ID:Heaven

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11 Name: (-_-)さん!aHikkyNoyo 2005-08-29 11:20 ID:Heaven

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12 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-08-29 14:33 ID:Heaven

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13 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-08-29 15:12 ID:Heaven

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14 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-08-29 18:59 ID:Heaven

btw. I am hikky IRL :(

15 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-08-29 19:34 ID:Heaven

my fellow hikky! do you know her?

"She's been confined in her room for 3 years. A Hikikomori Writes... "

(08/04/04)

...About A Case

Good morning :) It's already evening here though.

If you are going to shopping with friends or having a date, just go, go go go, have fun, and skip the article, because it's not really a pleasant topic that I'm going to talk about. It's not even interesting, unless you are already interested in genetic psychology or hikikomori phenominon, or else, looking for a good example of rambling in broken English!

I woke up very early, started to check news portals as usual - brizzling cold outside, needed quite a lot of hot green tea for warmth - and the top story on Mainichi Daily caught my eyes: 20 year old beat his 76 year old grandfather to death, and apparently he's been a hikikomori (er, not me, using it as a general noun). What directly triggered him into such a disgusting extent of violence was that the his granpa scolded him for not attending university, which enraged him to hell.

It gave me a bit of jolt in my heart - because that very thing happened to me many times. Ugh, not homicide, no no, but it might be only because I was female that I did not resort to physical beating-up of parents. I can never tolerate what the guy did, god I love my grandma, yet I can picture how things were storming around in his mind at the very scene.

To-go-or-not-to-go-to-univ topic had sticked around in our house 24/7 too, leaving both sides of us very upset, exhausted and confused. It's obvious that righteousness lies in the parent side, yes. And it's damn immature to fret about whatever parents would do or say when you are old enough like the said culpret or me, yes. Yet as you might often experience, sense and emotion can act adverse directions.

I can only speak personally here, for I don't know any of other hikikomoris (As I said, hikikomori want to keep low profiles, nobody but me would be so stupid to put a picture of his/her own. Nah, I will no longer have been a hikikomori an year later anyway) In my case, I always felt enormously guilty naturally, constantly accusing myself of dropping out, to the point where my brain got totally fucked-up and out of order. Why did not I go for a better rational resolution, I wish I knew. I guess it's like when you are having orgasm, you can completely blow away your usual senseful you, and go crazy. Doh, no, it's not. It was more like completely suppressing your conscience, like when your hand automatically reaches to another sack of chips and you know you're on a diet. You do realize what you ought to be doing, yet you can not have a control over yourself.

From hikikomoris' point of view, there's nothing that can bring out as much destructive emotions as intrusion by parents - to whom hikikomoris' are feeling guilty - would. When my parents' accusation joined my already turbulent conscience in blaming me, I felt so impossibly bad for them I could kill myself any moment. I did not hate parents like teenagers, it was myself I felt most repugnant against.

I'm imagining that it was not just his non-sympathetic grandfather, but also the self-abbhorrence within himself that he was repulsing. Personally I believe parents' aggressive intrusion would make the situation only worse, especially when they can not imagine these guilty hikikomori's mindset.

..I'd better read Dostoevsky. Or Harry Potter.

Well that's for today, I can rant on and on forever, but can you believe it, it took me four hours to do this article. Partly because my mouse acted up weird, pushing buttons that i did not push, resulting in the whole writing to be lost, twice. I hate writing in English.

The original Mainichi Daily article can be found here (the link may have been obsolete): http://mdn.mainichi.co.jp/news/20040320p2a00m0dm006000c.html

Have a great weekend!

I am miss her..

16 Name: (-_-)さん!aHikkyNoyo 2005-08-30 09:02 ID:Heaven

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17 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-08-30 11:12 ID:Heaven

>>15
female hikky + blog = lol

18 Name: (-_-)さん!aHikkyNoyo 2005-08-31 19:15 ID:Heaven

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19 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-08-31 21:23 ID:Heaven

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    ヽ(゚∀゚)ノ
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20 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-08-31 21:32 ID:Heaven

Tuesday, 04 May 2004
...FAQ #1 - Is 'Hikikomori' A Disease?

As promised, here's a translation of the first question of 27 FAQs from NHK site, which I thought would make a good place to start the discussion. The original article can be found here --- if you are literate in Japanese and found any mistranslation, or have a suggestion of better translation, please email me or leave a comment. Please. The original article is here.

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Q1. Is 'hikikomori' a disease?

A1. 'Hikikomori' is not a specifically diagnosed illness. It refers to a 'condition', under which a person's activity is limited within his home for various reasons. According to the definition provided by Japan's Ministry of Health, Labor and Welfare, a hikikomori case is:
when a person has withdrawn into his house, has not gone to school/workplace, holding no close interpersonal relationship outside of his family, for more than 6 months,
and when the major cause is unlikely to be rooted in mental illnesses, such as schizophrenia and depression.

Mental illness can trigger a hikikomori symptoms, and in those cases appropriate drug treatments will be needed.

What about the cases where no such reasons can be found? By withdrawing from the society, a person might be trying to protect his gravely exhausted mind and body from acute stresses. A person may have lost a confidence or assurance, because of experiences which he perceived as either 'defeat', 'not being appriciated rightly', or 'maladjustment to the environment'. This can not simply be dismissed as 'indolence' or 'negativism'.

Even when he looks 'completely fine and satisfied without being engaged in any kind of productive activity', it is often the case that the person is suffering from a serious sense of uncertainity and frustration. For instance, he might be worried about being walked out on by parents, or afraid of him being impossible to fit into the society.

The stronger his fears are, the more complicated a hikikomori case tends to be. One's turning into a hikikomori status may be a sign of psychological weakness of the person. Nonetheless, or because of that very reason, what the family is required to do is to acknowledge his weakness, and clarify what kind of frustration he is bearing inside his mind, blow by blow.

The discription above is by no means intended to set the regulation on the status of hikikomori. Sticking to a question of whether or not the person can be defined as a hikikomori is rather meaningless. Wherever it is a situation where he or his family is suffering from the trouble like this, it is where a helping hand should be provided.

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Not anything new. I just put this up here because this looked like a fairly unbiased view of this phenomenon, by a third person. I have nothing to add to this discription. A hikikomori is a condition, and not a disease, ok I see. More translation to go.

21 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-08-31 21:33 ID:Heaven

...FAQ #3 - What Kind of Person Is Likely To End Up Being A Hikikomori?

Banging my head against a wall to hold myself from jumping into futon, I continue translating. Do worry not, I am prone to overstate things.
For those who kindly sent me emails, I'm sorry for delays in reply, please be patient. I am already an amazingly slow writer in Japanese, and when it's English, it'd take dangerously infinite length of time -- but I'll definitely answer to every mail, without fail. Unless you send me another email 3 days later saying something like 'Hey, you suck for not replying back to me. Die.', which I actually did find in my email box recently. Not wanting to disappoint him, I decided to pretend like I died to the mailer. Shhh!

Anyway, to vaguely answer a question raised by amp:
What do you think the personality profile of a Hikikomori could be?

People fell into hikikomori status for various different reasons, so I feel that it is impossible to just single out and say this and that person would likely to be one or not.
I guess I have to explain why I think I am a hikikomori, and what kind of person I was prior to this misery and so forth. But again, I am going to start with a reference to the NHK FAQs, edited by Dr Saito, a psychiatrist, and some national organization that has a freaking long name that I can't care to translate. The original article of this is here:

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Q3. What kind of person is likely to be a hikikomori?

A3. More often than not, people stereotype a hikikomori-prone person as 'comparatively introverted, "good" child who wouldn't cause troubles', but there has been no proven relevance to specific personal disposition or family environment yet. There are many cases in which socially active, self-asserive people became hikikomori, and their family background also varies greatly...

...Therefore It is safe to say that anyone can be a hikikomori. One should not jump to the conclusion that it was caused by the particular way the person has been brought up, or the home environment.

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In junior high school days, I suppose I was among the most proactive, outspoken students. I had many friends, almost all students of the same grade knew me. My three naughty mates and I kind of 'governed' the whole class, and in occasion of school festivals and events we 'organised' the whole thing. Breaking dress codes were frequent, interrupting classes with jokes were even more frequent, so I don't think I was a good child, either. Just like any other teenagers, several rough moments have visited me, but not to extensive amount.


Personally I was involved in two cases of hikikomori which includes mine, and have seen three other probable cases, in real life. What seemed to be a direct causes of those are different from each other, which is not of surprise, because the personal characteristics of them were also very different. So I can not agree more with this answer - sometimes a person is not really he looks as he is anyway.

22 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-09-01 08:41 ID:Heaven

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23 Name: (-_-)さん!aHikkyNoyo 2005-09-02 11:53 ID:Heaven

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24 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-09-02 14:52 ID:Heaven

(-_-)(U U)
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Baudelaire >>>>> Goethe (lol)

25 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-09-02 20:00 ID:Heaven


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26 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-09-02 21:49 ID:Heaven

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 ('A`;) NO, I can't do that
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27 Name: (-_-)さん!aHikkyNoyo 2005-09-03 08:13 ID:Heaven

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28 Name: (-_-)さん!aHikkyNoyo 2005-09-03 08:50 ID:Heaven

>>24

(-_-)
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(-_-) argh, no, wait
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29 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-09-09 21:29 ID:Heaven

just posting. Dont blame me. ok?
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30 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-09-19 09:07 ID:Heaven


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        :::, ―――、
       ::::/./^^^^^^'vl
     :::::::| | /  \ ||
      :::::::(sl rェ , rェ |') ウツダ
      :::::゙ゝ、 -  ノ
     :::::/ l  ̄ ̄lヽ
     :::::|-|/l⌒l⌒l-|
     :::::\二、_)二ノ _____________
      :::::|||  |:|  |
      /`ー(⌒)(⌒)
     /;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; ̄;;;;; ̄
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31 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-09-24 12:52 ID:Heaven

32 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-09-26 12:30 ID:Heaven

>>31

There are a few reasons why you might not see posts on this friends page:

* dark inside might have no friends defined. If you are dark inside, you can edit your LiveJournal friends so they show up here.
* dark inside might have friends defined, but all of their friend's posts might be over two weeks old (according to the times on our servers), and thus wouldn't be displayed here.
* dark inside might have friends defined that post only protected entries that you can't view, because they haven't defined you as a friend in return.

lol the last two reasons are bullshit excuses

33 Name: (-_-)さん!aHikkyNoyo 2005-09-27 11:12 ID:Heaven

34 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-09-27 20:33 ID:Heaven

I disappear,
I lost control,
My body's moving,
on it's own.
I watch myself,
Walk away,
A foreign spirit,
took my place.

An empty stare,
its eyes are dull,
So my essence, it's riding my pulse.
A Burst of black,
A Breath of smoke.
I disappeared,
I lost control.

I,
I disappear(x3)

I disappear,
I lost control,
My body's moving,
on it's own.
I watch myself,
Walk away,
A foreign spirit,
took my place.

I,
I disappear(x3)

How could I resist,
It's all I've wan-
ted now I guess I've got it.
Why it happened, I don't know,
Hope this doesn't last forever.

I, disappear(x4)

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35 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-09-28 12:51 ID:Heaven

http://www.militaryphotos.net/forums/viewtopic.php?t=41507&start=16&postdays=0&postorder=asc&highlight=
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36 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-09-29 09:08 ID:h/m0gmlL

         |  ゙、ヽノ  | |     |、/  / /      |  ゙、    /    | |  | / l |
         |   ゙、 \ | |       |  | |       |  ヽ       | |  /  / |
        |   \ \| |      |  .| |        |  ゙、       | |/   / |
        |    \ \      |  .| |        |         |/    / |
 、\     | ヽ   \\\.    |  .| |                /  /   / |    _,,
  ヽ\゙ヽ、  | ヽ   \\ \      | |               /  /   / |   //
  ゙、 \ ゙ヽ、|  ゙、    ヽ\ ヽ    | |       _     /   /   /  .| // /
   ヽ  、\\ |  ヽ      \   ,,-‐'''゙ヽ、   /  \      /   //  / / //
   ヽヽ \\ | 、ヽ      \/  ,,--、ヽ  /      \    /  //   // //
    ゙,ヽ  \゙ヽ| ヽヽ      /   '" ,-、ヽ / ,-、 、    ヽ  /   / / /   / /
    \\    | \\   /     /ヽヽ |/ //ヽ |     |-─ヽ,,// / /  / /
     \\  \ \\  /  /  /ヽヽ\|// / ∧ |     |   |/ / / /  /
      \\  ヽ  \\/  / /      ''"~   | |    |   ヽ/ / / //
       \\     \|  | /           | |    |    |/ / //
     __\ ヽ/゙ヽ、  |、  | |            | |    /    |  ''",,,-、 /__,,
      \ヽ、 \ | |ヽ、\ lヽ | |_     、      | /   /  __  ノ /,,-、 |  ̄,,,-/
       \ ゙ヽ .| l  〉、、-、 ||__゙ヽ、    \    |/  /,,-''"_ヾ ヽ'' ノ、 l/''''"/
         ゙ヽ、  |  '" ノl ゙、゙、 | |゙'''ヽ丶、      /  /-'"-'イ   ,' / ヽ /_/
           ゙゙ヽ  ヽ、_.ヽヽ| ヽ_ヾ,,,゙、 、 」 .|/ /-、'ノ,,,,-''   /,,,,ノ  /"
            <\,, ヽ,-゙、. | ,,,,,,,,二'''─'"'' // ゙‐'''ニ"---  /-'  />
               ゙'''─ヾ、      ̄ ̄ /,    ̄      /,,,,,,-''""
                 ‖. ヽ         /|         /'‖
                 /─ヽ.゙、        ゙_,,,,,,,,      //二ヽ
                (   ) \      ''' _,,     / (  )
                 >|"    ゙ヽ、          / |  ゙゙゙"
              _/ ヽ      \ヽ、       /  |、
          __/ ̄/    ゙       \ ゙''ヽ---‐'"   | | \
        /ヽ/ \            \ \    /    | |  \
     ,─/   \ \            \  \      |    ヽ\

37 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-09-29 09:27 ID:Heaven

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38 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-10-02 13:00 ID:kGk8lN1f

>>34
more like such a great the faint song.

39 Name: (-_-)さん 2005-12-20 03:28 ID:Heaven

Hikky's Christmas (Flash)
ttp://monadowa.s14.xrea.com/xmas/hikky-f.htm

40 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-12-20 05:55 ID:CPxiGS5n

          |        |/(-_-)\|
          |        |  ∩ ∩   |
          |           ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄ ̄
        :::, ―――、
       ::::/./^^^^^^'vl
     :::::::| | /  \ ||
      :::::::(sl (*) (*)|') キタ!!!
      :::::゙ゝ、 -  ノ
     :::::/ l  ̄ ̄lヽ
     :::::|-|/l⌒l⌒l-|
     :::::\二、_)二ノ _____________
      :::::|||  |:|  |
      /`ー(⌒)(⌒)
     /;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; ̄;;;;; ̄
   /
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41 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2005-12-29 05:31 ID:mrZKzmkY

>>39

( ´Д⊂)

42 Name: = 。= 2006-01-22 12:35 ID:Heaven

                 |
                 |  …いいのよ…
           ...-‐――--..!、    ムリしなくても…
           /::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::ヽ
        /::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::ヽ
        l:::::::/\:::::::::::::::::::::::::::l
        l/l/   \l\l\:::::::ノ
        |::l         |:::|6)
         |::l`ー-,   -‐ |:::|ヽ、
        |::!  /    _ l:::l  l
        l/./  ̄`Y´   ヾ;/  |
______,|    |    |´  ハ
           |    |    |-‐'i′l
            |__ |   _|   7'′
        (   (  ̄ノ `ー-'′\
           ̄   ̄           \

43 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2006-02-05 22:49 ID:yrVb77Us

dont be an idiot!!! go to college

44 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2006-02-08 02:08 ID:Heaven

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        (-_-) going anywhere is a bother...
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45 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V 2006-02-20 09:50 ID:UL6wP6Kn


         /⌒ヽ
      m9( ^Д^)9m
        |    /       プギャーーーー
         ( ヽノ
         ノ>ノ 
     三  レレ

46 Name: someone : 2006-03-06 13:19 ID:HxGxB8x9

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        (-_-) I'm a hikky too T_T;
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47 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V : 2006-03-06 13:31 ID:mWGclXo/

faggot.

48 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V : 2006-03-06 17:57 ID:mFj9fE4x

         /⌒ヽ
   ⊂二二二( ^ω^)二⊃
        |    /       BU-N!
         ( ヽノ
         ノ>ノ 
     三  レレ

49 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V : 2006-03-06 19:30 ID:OXp5rEpz

plz
die ASAP

50 Name: CTRL+C & CTRL+V : 2006-03-07 15:00 ID:mFj9fE4x

         /⌒ヽ
   ⊂二二二( ^ω^)二⊃
        |    /       BU-N!
         ( ヽノ
         ノ>ノ 
     三  レレ
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