I'm starting collge in a couple weeks. I don't want to go to college. I don't want to have to work hard. I've lived pretty easily up to this point. I dont want to have to start working hard. If I were guaranteed that I could live in my parent's basement for the rest of my life without problem, I probably would. I didn't really think much about it until recently, but now I don't want to move on. I haven't ever had a girlfriend or boyfriend, I don't have much self esteem, and I've managed to do reasonably well without having to put much effort into anything.

Why do I have to grow up (´･ω･`)