I met a geek girl....... (26)

1 Name: IRC Otoko : 2006-08-26 14:38 ID:DMcYlGeC

I'm back guyz, I'm Warez Otoko from some weeks ago... I have another story.
I didn't contact fuckbuddy girl from my previous thread, because I got caught by ANOTHER one...

Cool stuff: 1-we have same problems in extreme shyness and zero social life, 2-consequently she's quite lonely, 3-she likes anime, manga and japanese movies!
Bad news: we met on IRC and we live 400 km away from each other :(

I posted an announce about doing a group suicide in a loneliness support bbs, and she was the only one to reply. We met last monday and we chatted every night except thursday (when she came to say hello but she wasn't feeling well). The record is 3 full hours (ended by me.. it looked like we could have stayed all night..).

We exchanged a couple of our favourite songs, we talked about anime, movies etc...
Last time she said it's fun to chat with me *_* and she didn't want to go when I said let's go to bed...
But what really has glued us together is our loneliness. Mostly I let her talk about herself, I think the reason why she talks with me it's because I'm cool about her perma-depressed mood (in the sense that I don't try to 'help' her like a normal would do by suggesting remedies, I don't get upset by her stubborness in crying over herself... but instead I listen and share.. while not taking it as a too big deal - I even make her laugh sometimes..).

It's the first time in my life that a girl lets me take a look into her heart, it's something big for a 26 y.o. geek virgin. While obviously I won't say I'm in love after some chat sessions, I certainly like her.. because she is similar to me.. and I want her to feel good..

If we keep talking like this I'll want to suggest a meeting, but even if she's as lonely as me I fear that for her I'm just another pastime and not a candidate for a love affair.
(And obviously there's the obstacle of distance, it's a 4 hours trip from my place to hers by car...)

Any comment greatly appreciated, I really have no idea of where I'm going with this..........

2 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-08-26 16:03 ID:Heaven

You're so goddamn wapanese it hurts. YAMETE KUDASAI!

3 Name: TEENAGER : 2006-08-26 17:23 ID:qze15RwK

Shit, man.
Group suicide? Shi~t.

Well then, I suggest keep on talking on IRC.
However, what the fuck. You posted about doing a group suicide, met up with this girl who posted in your announce... Did she want to do it?

Hell man, if anything I could say, I'd say you go for it. Keep on talking, and if things are going well, meet up once again.
If you are lazy/lack gas money, you can ask her to come to you.

GOOD LUCK, WAREZ OTOKO.

P.S. Hanging/drinking kool-aid -> death as a virgin = utter failure. You see where I am getting to? :<

4 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-08-26 19:33 ID:Heaven

Don't commit suicide man. I also feel very lonely and bad with my self but commiting suicide is like let the world win against you.

Tell that girl your true feelings.

5 Name: TEENAGER : 2006-08-27 06:28 ID:Heaven

>>3

OH SHIT I REALIZED A MISTAKE.
When I said "GO FOR IT", I didn't mean to "COMMIT SUICIDE", but rather "TALK TO THE GIRL AND MEET UP."

Just to clear things up.

6 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-08-27 15:39 ID:Heaven

LOL this topic makes me sad

7 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-08-30 06:43 ID:Heaven

suicide

what the hell are you a goblin sapper

8 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-09-01 09:48 ID:8Lb5Q9V9

Hi, irc otoko, i'm a geek girl. I was reading to you and you seem to me a charming boy, really, i don't have idea about you don't like to another girls. Manga, anime, japanese movies are the best. Good luck.

9 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-09-01 10:39 ID:GA9Ymaeo

KAWAII!

10 Name: 電影男 : 2006-09-01 10:58 ID:rEleqGd2

god the worse thing is to have suicidial thoughts in your mind, everyones the same and theres people having worse situation then you in the world so its not that bad. but keep talking to the girl IRC otoko! i beleive you can do it! wish you all tbe best and GOOD LUCK!!!

11 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-09-01 16:19 ID:zgDmu/2/

Sometimes suicide isn't such a bad option. Just think about it, okay?

12 Name: 電影男 : 2006-09-01 16:26 ID:0xJfyzzi

i think u need to watch "1 litre of tears" it shows that even someone who will surely die, stil fights to live on...all you need is to beleive, ending ones life is worth nothing, life as we live is to see the light of this world not the dark of it. although many people live in the dark and never seen the light, they will surely see the light one day. we exist in this world to co-exist, to live not to destroy it or end it. when you beleive it, you will surely see that theres just too many beauty in this world that theres to many for you to see, so live on and see that light and beauty around the world!

13 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-09-01 16:34 ID:L6+W+1ji

>>12
Sometimes suicide isn't such a bad option. Just think about it, okay?

14 Name: TEENAGER : 2006-09-01 17:20 ID:qze15RwK

Hey..
He hasn't posted..

Did he do it...?

15 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-09-01 19:07 ID:Heaven

plot twist?!

16 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-09-02 01:04 ID:Heaven

>>1 divided by zero!

17 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-09-08 06:53 ID:MQXBGbJ0

Where do all the geek girls hang out, anyway? I seriously want to know.

I mean, every girl I ever meet on IRC (with the exception of my ex) has been awful. There's never any talent at the manga section of the local bookstore, and conventions (as I'm sure everyone knows) are a dead end too.

Statistically I know there have to be attractive geek girls, because there are attractive geek guys.

18 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-09-08 08:58 ID:Heaven

>>17
they're all taken.

19 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-09-08 22:06 ID:8k7VEwgX

>>17 They're either taken and at their boyfriend's house, or in their rooms at home crying to yaoi.

20 Name: catonmars : 2006-09-09 00:01 ID:fOk4OO0M

I met my girl friend at sakura-con and she is very beautiful and has a wonderful personality to match so I don’t think conventions are a dead end. As for being a geek I’m to sure what you mean because I don think just because some one watches anime and reads manga makes them a geek

21 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-09-09 00:23 ID:Heaven

>>20
Yes it does.

22 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-09-09 01:29 ID:VuhMK1sI

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23 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-09-09 08:35 ID:IgCPiyvn

>>Statistically I know there have to be attractive geek girls, because there are attractive geek guys.

Hey, guess what? All the cute geek girls are with all the cute geek guys. People here need to seriously stop rolling in their emotional vomit and actually try to make themselves at least somewhat presentable. If you don't bother caring about the way you present yourself then neither will anyone else.

24 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-09-10 08:09 ID:Heaven

>>23
amen

25 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-09-12 01:45 ID:Heaven

>>23 Not the only factor, I'm afraid. Being presentable doesn't help some of us.

26 Name: Secret Admirer : 2006-09-17 18:27 ID:d/fqp/ZN

[Sample: Billy Joel's "We Didn't Start the Fire"]
"Ayatollolah's in Iran, Russians in Afghanistan
Wheel of Fortune, Sally Ride, heavy metal, suicide..."

[Verse 1: Necro]
You wanna die intentionally due to your masochist nature
You're impatient; death comes eventually
But you want instant gratification
Suicide's been attempted; you're not alive if you meant it
And if you survive you'll be labeled demented
And sent to somewhere expensive
Where they'll keep you stable with narcotics
Strapped to a table in a place full of psychotics
Locked in a rubber room unable to bash your skull
Or hang yourself with a cable
It's ironic like a fable
Depression has infected you, you're under the impression
It's best to put a Tech to your neck
And apply pressure to the trigger mechanism
Now you figure it's less of a prison on the other side
Once you've died you can't come back if it isn't
The unknown; the afterlife, and where we go after we die
To find out before it's your time, you'd have to sacrifice
Like Japanese pilots did for their cause
Believing there's something beautiful to balance the violent shit

[Chorus: repeat 2X]
You did it! (Son, you did it!)
You put the gun into your mouth and blasted yourself
And that's it, kid
You can't come back
You regret it, but you're deaded
You committed a suicide, and your whole head is shredded

[Verse 2: Necro]
Drinking cyanide? Choose a beverage
Use a rod to tighten the loop of rope around your neck
Just use some leverage
Asphyxiation, brain hemmorhage
Chopped in half by a band saw
Take a second from life to stop and laugh
I can't imagine the pain you feel
You're not a coward; you're brave
You allowed your head to be decapitated by a train wheel
Razor to the throat, methamphetamine ducts
Suicide epilogue, end of scene, cut
You can jump in front of a truck and be a corpse in the street
And try to go out dramatically like Natalie Portman in "Heat"
Seven days underwater at 20 degrees Celcius
Overdosage of barbituates, takin' a shit, like Elvis
Found in your underwear with a gun in your hand
And a suicide note next to you, hoping we'd understand
If you've got a problem, suicide will solve it
Check out the hook; Budd Dwyer with a revolver

[Chorus]

[Sample: Budd Dwyer's suicide at a press speech]
Dwyer: (stuttering) "When I..."
(Dwyer removes a revolver from a manilla envelope, crowd panics)
Dwyer: "This will only take a moment."
Crowd: "Budd, no, please, please! Don't shoot it! Don't shoot it!"
Dwyer: "Stay back, don't, don't! This will hurt someone!"
(Dwyer puts the barrel of the revolver into his mouth and fires upwards into his skull)
Crowd: "No, oh my fucking god! Oh my god! (crying) Oh, shit, no!"
Crowd: "Alright, settle down! Don't panic, don't panic. Someone call a doctor!
Somebody call an ambulance, a doctor, and the police!"

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