I was going with this girl for about a year and had strong feelings with her, and we broke up when she didn't have the same feeling for me. When we did, I tried the just being friends thing but that didn't work, so I broke off the ties (rather rudely I might add). Now, for some reason we are friends again and I don't know the fuck why. I cannot stand being in the same room as her and the way she sometimes goes head over heels for this guy that treats her like shit just pisses me off. The relationship that we have has been going up and down, but right now I can honestly say I want to be done with it and move on with my life. I don't know if it's jealously or what but seeing her with other guys just doesn't feel too good and I feel like I'm voluntarily putting myself through this shit.

Seeing her just brings up a lot of bad memories and experiences that would have been forgotten otherwise. I want to be done, through, complete. What are the steps to getting someone out your life that has been in it for so long? I'm thinking about just cutting off all connections (AIM, Myspace, facebook) and just avoiding her all together. I can tell her I want to break the ties again, but this time I truly mean it so wouldn't it be better to just do it? Gah, I hate feeling like this. You know, like shit.

just get ass off from your room and look for somewhere else

Yeah, you're right. That's all I needed. Thanks.