> Is this pathetic and/or wrong? (Y/N)

I wouldn't judge you for it, but it might make it harder for you to find a real girl. On the bright side, the imaginary girl will never leave you.

• There are women that own realistic baby dolls that they treat like actual babies, taking them out in public and breast feeding them.
• There are men that own anatomically correct female dolls that they have sex with, giving them names and personalities.
• There are women that honestly believe they have a relationship with Sephiroth, Snape or some other fictional character through astral projection. (of course, they're all kind, sensitive lovers)
• There are men that stalk women that have rejected them or don't even know them, going through there garbage and collecting voyeuristic photos.

Use these examples to make yourself feel better.