omg, u guys from 4 channel r just so supportive!!! thank u soooooooo much!!! it's tomorrow! i fear i won't b able to sleep 2night...
but i kind of broke my promise n asked him 2day over msn. just to test how much courage i hav 2morro.
tis was how it went...

ME: if i say "because of luv, i would do anything in the world to b there with u n protect u. plz giv me a chance to prove luv does exist. i'm begging u... dun reject me..." wat will u say?

HIM: if u say...

HIM: "if"

ME: u haven't answered me

HIM: do i need to?

ME: yes yes u must answer

HIM: y...

ME: enuf wif da doubts, just answer the question honestly

HIM: its a hard question...

n so then i pretended it was just a joke to save myself from da embarrassment. tell me if i should persist da subject 2morro after this. how do i interpret this? wat does it mean? give up? hang on?

can some1 tell me wat might b going on in his mind? some1 who understands guys like him like >>13?

i'll b checking this 2morro morning b4 i leave home. ur answers will b much appreciated thanx.