I hate to use this but...
yeeaaahhhhh━━━━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━━━━ !!!!!
Heres my story, a good friend of mine suggested that I start hanging out with them at school instead of going home so early. So I did, I eventually met her other friends and we got pretty well aquainted. One in particular plucked a string in the guitar of my heart. So we started talking and I thought I was coming off as weird as usual.
One day she told me that she was late for class because she missed the bus. From there I decided to give her my number if she needed a ride. She never did call though (;_;). I was just being my usual nice and fun self for the next few weeks.
Then it came, I just heard from a friend that she liked me... I thought I was in the friend zone for sure! Like I said from the moment that I met her I had a crush on her, and for the first time in my life I actually know whats going on! Oh my gosh I'm so nervous right now... keep going... So for the first time in my life I have my first shot at a real girlfriend... I feel so excited, but scared at the same time. I just have to be myself in front of her and talk to her more now... But I don't knwo what to do! I might be too scared to talk to her the next time I see her! What do I do guys!? _l¯l○
Despite all my efforts towards my test, I still bombed it ; _ ;
One class might stop me from going to school next semester making it harder on our relationship _1¯1○
Everything rests with the final exam... Which I really need an A on to stay in school ; _ ;
AGH! AM I CURSED!?
Do it for her. That should make for some nice motivation.
Thats what I was doing... but I still bombed it ; _ ; The things I focused on during the studying weren't really on the test... All that work for nothing... The final exam is what really decides it all now. I don't know if I can do it. I'm trying so hard...
Theres always something that stops me in my tracks in love isn't there?
Hmm my internet gets cut off for a few days and wow so much stuff going on already ^_^. In response to the garden dealy, sometimes there are gardens that are set up during the winter like this one japanese garden thats not too far from where I live. It looks just as beautiful if not better with the snow. Look it up for your area, if no luck ask some of your friends they might know.
Ok Otakun what the heck is up with "Theres always something that stops me in my tracks in love isn't there?" Seriously bro if she likes you she'll deal with the family situation. Don't sweat it. With my last relationship, her mom completely FREAKED out when she mentioned me. (She has like 2 guy friends and doesnt ever hang out with them. Thus her mom trying to get my number from her and where I lived) She slowly introduced me, asked me to come into her house one time I picked her up and had brought her mom to the restaurant I worked at and we just had a normal conversation. Before if she told her mom she was going out with me she'd be forbidden to go out, but after that she would call to check up and eventually the calls stopped.
Show her parents who you are and not just some guy trying to get in her pants.
As for the whole couple thing, yea you guys already sound like a couple and do what you feel seems fit to show her you like her. Make sure you at least talk to her this week while in finals maybe just to say good luck to her on her finals or whatnot.
We are all here to support you and try to relax a little. Yea right now is crunch time for finals but remember it's possible to learn a semester's worth of materials in one night (I did it last semester and I was crushed considering just getting out of a relationship I was so into. But I had no choice to do it for 4 nights for a final each day to stay in my university!) Granted you'll lose some hair lol but if you believe your relationship with her will be affected if you bomb it, I'm pretty sure thats motivation enough to be able to pull through this! Give it your all! This may be where your true character shows and you will be able to see what you are truely capable of!
I'm trying everyone, I really am. Today just hit me really hard, but I'm still going. I just don't know how much longer I can keep going from fatigue. The mind is willing, but the body is weak spirited ; _ ;
It just feels like everytime something is going good, the black tri-stars jet stream attack me! I may dodge one, dodge the second, but the third may hit me. Agh, what am I doing I should be writing my essay (;X_X)b
I'm going to study after class tomorrow... hopefully studying with Tamago helps. My mind is friend like Pikachu hitting it with a volt tackle ; _ ;
*friend = fried
Theres no time to be correcting this >_<
It has been my experience girls can distract you from your studies. However, in the ends education > girls.
Strangely enough, she's helped me focus more on my studies! I think they can go hand in hand if you're not always playing.
Ah... I finished a paper... now another one... but I'm hungry...
So not much happened with Tamago today. I came to school so late because I was up so late again. I Woke up at the time I had to leave so I didn't exactly had time for a shower. I really looked shabby today lol. Anyways after my ethics final which I rocked by the way ^_^ I met up with Tamago again.
She noticed right away how exhausted I looked and tried to help in so many ways lol. She offered to go to the lounge with me so that I could rest, but I don't know why I didn't. My mind was half asleep and fried from everything. We did share some french fries with each other. I'm really touched by how she'd try to take care of me ^_^.
Anyways in the end we went to the net cafe in the school and we played counter strike with a few friends. I was rusty, but the game's old addictive highs ran in me. I kinda hogged it >_< She wanted to play, but the guys we were up agaisnt were a bit too good! So she died so fast whenever she tried. I was so into the game it didn't hit me that she had to go find Momo. I texted her on the way home apologizing for it though. Still no reply though, maybe she doesn't like texting since she replys in a different way lol. Anyways, back to studying hard ; _ ;
Okay its been a while since I last said anything and theres really not too much to report. I still haven't technically confessed yet either >_<.
So this morning I hear my phone ringing and it was and unfamiliar number. I thought, hey why not pick it up... it was a female voice... Keep in mind I just woke up and I was still wondering if I was still dreaming or not, but I still couldn't make out who it was... When she asked me if I knew who it was it I didn't know, but it was Tamago haha. She was calling to ask me if I was going to school that day to study with her and Momo. She eve wanted to have lunch. From there I was kinda reluctant because I was still tired and I had to work on my paper. In the end I kinda played around with her.
T: You don't have to come if you don't want to. It would be nice if you did though.
O: mmm... the question is... Do you want me to?
T: Yeah, but I can just see you on Monday if you want...
O: I'll be there, but I'll look like a mess haha
T: Oh really! Yay I'm so happy!
So thats how it went. I didn't really get to study that much, all in all I felt like we were getting closer. When we went out to eat she said that when she gets closer to people she starts to jokingly hit them. I laughed on the inside because thats how a lot of the girls from the romance anime and mangas that I read act like. Also she's been doing that to me too ^_^
Well thats pretty much the highlights. I need to get to work!
Subtext included
T: You don't have to come if you don't want to. It would be nice if you did though.(does he like me?)
O: mmm... the question is... Do you want me to?( Does she like me??)
T: Yeah, but I can just see you on Monday if you want...(...?)
O: I'll be there, but I'll look like a mess haha(YES! she does)
T: Oh really! Yay I'm so happy! (he does!)
I always love the rise, it makes the fall much more interesting.
i'm sorry for going off topic, But i have to get this off my chest
Dear God, hope you got the letter, and...
I pray you can make it better down here.
I don't mean a big reduction in the price of beer
but all the people that you made in your image,
see them starving on their feet
'cause they don't get enough to eat from God,
I can't believe in you
Dear God, sorry to disturb you, but...
I feel that I should be heard loud and clear.
We all need a big reduction in amount of tears
and all the people that you made in your image,
see them fighting in the street
'cause they can't make opinions meet about God,
I can't believe in you
Did you make disease, and the diamond blue?
Did you make mankind after we made you? And the devil too!
Dear God, don't know if you noticed, but...
your name is on a lot of quotes in this book,
and us crazy humans wrote it, you should take a look,
and all the people that you made in your image
still believing that junk is true.
Well I know it ain't, and so do you, dear God,
I can't believe in
I don't believe in
I won't believe in heaven and hell.
No saints, no sinners, no devil as well.
No pearly gates, no thorny crown.
You're always letting us humans down.
The wars you bring, the babes you drown.
Those lost at sea and never found,
and it's the same the whole world 'round.
The hurt I see helps to compound
that Father, Son and Holy Ghost
is just somebody's unholy hoax,
and if you're up there you'd perceive
that my heart's here upon my sleeve.
If there's one thing I don't believe in
it's you...
Dear God.
Well I'm not anti-God per se, but this "GOD" is someone I can defy openly ^_^
Anyways,, this tuesday is my final exam for the class that determines all. I need an A in it after I bombed the last test. If I fail, I fail... but I can take solice knowing that I tried my hardest. I've got plans with Tamago coming up soon. It might be just what we need to kick start our relationship into higher gear! \(^o^)/ I'm so excited about that. I was thinking some time before or after New Years I'll confess...
Be very careful, study hard. You don'twant to fall out of school when a relationship can wait for a day or two. Study! Turn off internet if you don't need it, it's just another distraction.
I stopped playing video games for that, but I need the internet for my paper. Its kinda hard not to get distracted when you're doing a paper on video games too >_>
Oh well, Back to work ; _ ;
You're a poop face "GOD" =P No hard feelings
Anyways tomorrows the day of the test and I'm feeling pretty confident about it. I nearly forgot... its my birthday too. Although I feel more awkward than happy
happy birthday
Thanks guys, I actually think that I aced my final! Things are looking up for me. Plus I spent my birthday with Tamago! She bought me gloves and ear muffs (^_^). Break just started, but things have been really busy and really slow at the same time. I'm going out to buy her a Christmas present soon too... So far things are really going great. Meeting Tamago... has really changed things for the better!
Okay, no excuses now, it's time to take her on a real date. I have no (current) chance a romantic happiness, so I need to live vicariously through you. Or something, haha.
I actually asked her out not too long ago, but we'll be busy until the end of the month. You know holiday stuff and all lol. Still, I do want to ask her out to go ice skating. I know this one place where we could...
Man it’s been so long what’s going on with Otakun.
Yeah, where is he? Get your ass over here!
>>108
These "..." after your phrase could be interpreted in SOOOO many ways...
I guess it has been a while huh... Well things have gotten a bit complicated on my end of the world and I haven't been able to talk to Tamago lately. I'll call her tomorrow though. I really want to talk to her about going out.... That reminds me... I still haven't given her Christmas present to her yet. I left a heartfelt note in it too... I was so nervous writing that, was I coming on too strong or was I not doing enough? Still I do want the two of us to get closer. I guess thats it for now! Happy New Years!
Glad to hear from you again. Sounds like you're doing everything right, as far as this girl is concerned, so don't be so nervous.
We had a nice conversation on New Years eve/day. Whenever we talk we never run out of things to say! The only reason why we stopped was because we were both tired. But one things for sure... what guy wouldn't be nervous talking to the girl they like? I have to summon everything I got to not studder or mess up. I'm feeling really confident right now! ^_^ Although I'm not the same as I was months ago, I still have some more evolving to do. I've never asked a girl to be my girlfriend before because I was so afraid of rejection... So afraid of failure that I gave up on succeeding... Me and many other guys out there need to just jump already!
Although I'm still a bit off from actually confessing myself =P I miss spending time with Tamago! Curse my otaku habits! I get so caught up with games and anime that I lose so much time! SD:FLKJ
I just finished reading this thread from the top...
n u'r story is soooooooooooooooooooooooo nice hahahahaha
Ganbatte ne
Hope your love bloom quickly ☻
This is... adorable.
Hurry up and confess! XD
I'll call her later tonight... and possibly set a specific date and time for us to do something together. Its really been too long since I've seen her and break is mostly done!
Its the start of the new year! I still don't think I deserve all the good things that happened between me and her, but I'm honestly happy. This is the happiest I've been in such a long time. When I do confess I hope I can atleast spread my newfound "life" to her too!
have u called her yet?
well IMO,I think that u deserve to be happy n tamago 2
so confess tonite hahahahaha :D
JK
well take your time
u'll know when u just gotta say it :D
Otakun is so full of innuendos, it's sweet :)
gogogogogogo Otakun
just remember this
we got your back when u'r gonna confess to Tamago
hehehehe I wanna say it for a long time...
i kinda remembered when i first watch the Densha Otoko drama
n when i see the ending, i kinda wondered if there will be time when i can feel like all those great people who's supporting Densha...
and here i am now :D
where's Otakun??
huh? Me? ^_^ Watching anime! I started a few new ones that I got hooked on!
I think we've been getting a lot closer these last few days. Even though I haven't been able to see her lately I've been calling her on the phone. We would joke around with each other and it just feels so natural now. I think I finally reached the point where I'm comfortable just casually talking. I still don't know what it would be like in person, but when we meet in the near future I think it'll be lots of fun ^_^
In other words... nothing new really lol
p.s. Oh "GOD" theres no way I won't be happy.
Otakun...we're behind you 100%!!
When will you confess?!
hope it's not expired already
I agree with some of the posters here, Otakun. It has been quite a while since I last read of happenings between you and Tamago. What I most fear for you at this point is that she thinks YOU think you're trying to get into her FZ, and it's pretty damn apparent that you've been there and done that in the past and don't want to be there again. Can you say you've done anything in recent memory that says otherwise? If not, then you got some thinking to do, my friend.
Yeah, Otakun...Tamago seems shy! I'm thinking you should make the first move! I mean...What do you have to lose? It's obvious that she likes you~ n_n Go for it~
this thread is great. it melts my icy heart.
you can do it Otakun.
Do not regret the things you have done, but the things you have not. go for it!
Yeah, you should confess. It's time to end it once and for all.
Wow... its been a while huh! Get ready for a wall of text!
Like I've said before I've been talking to Tamago on the phone more and more lately. All in all things have been going really well. We've gotten to the opint where we tease each other often. I guess that means we've gotten pretty close. We would often talk about our goals and such. Noting on how we've got to give it our all in school from now on.
So we actually just met yesterday. We planned on me to pick her up at school. I was excited, but whenever I rush bad things tend to happen. I'm just an unlucky ducky. So going on, its been a while since I last saw her, and the butterflies came back. I quickly calmed myself down and started talking to her casually. When we got to the car I gave her her gift and She absolutely loved it. The rest of the time we were joking around as we went to pick up Momo. It was like we were never sepearated even though its been more than a month. We had a quick lunch then headed for the arcade. It was so fun that everything seemed like a blur. That whole time felt like it lasted forever, but time was really speedily running past us. The next thing we knew "game over" hit us and I had to drop them off. I'm really excited for school to come back so we can see each other more often, plus because I want to give 100% from now on.
I've decided... I'll confess on Valentines Day... Or even sooner depending on how things go. Until then I'm going full throtle on this road we call life! The point of attack is at the 5-concecutive hairpin curves ahead!
I notice that reference to Initial D there (right?) :D
Also, good luck. Good going!
Help! I'm having a heart attack! Too much sweetness!
Gogogogogo Otakun!
Fighto Otakun!!
cheers