I HATE MYSELF. FUCK MY LIFE. FUCK LOVE.

Be truthful. What do you believe you need to change in order to get women? What do you hate about yourself? Change it. That will be a start.

what's the matter, why do you hate life and love so much?

A bit early. February is still two months away.

hi OP, whats wrong? :(
hugs

this belongs to /personal/

OP.
lol sorry about the vague intro.
It's just that christmas is just around the corner...which means I'll see tons of couples holding hands christmas shopping, going on dates...etc.

While I'll be getting wasted/blazing/partying/anything to keep me from thinking of the girl I'm so much in love with. I've been in love with her for over a year now, and I think I'm even more depressed this time than last year around this time. I've tried out some flings to forget about her, but it's impossible, I am completely, aboslutely, madly in love with her.

She knows that I love her more than anything, but she has no interest in me. Everytime I talk or say hi to her, I sense no enthusiasm, it's like she's just humoring me or something.

I just wanted a place where I could vent, sorry if I just sound like some whiny little kid.

Having properly pleaded your case, please feel free to vent and rant ^^)

But actually, why don't you try to meet new people. Stop concentrating on your problems, and be curious about people surrounding you. Your infatuation can turn into a irrepressible dark hole in your mind, if you give it too much attention.

Sounds like it's time to let her go, OP. Don't waste your time on someone who isn't interested in you.

yeah op, good luck <3