Sorry, kiddo, but things aren't going to magically get better. Life only gets better when you take the initiative to make it so; something I've learned the hard way, haha.

Th first thing you should realize, is that you can't expect love to fill your social life. I know that when all you want is just someone to hold, it's hard to imagine that you would need more, but it's true. Friendship is always terribly underrated.

Or do you have some good friends already?