guys! first of all, I just want you to know that Im a girl!! but im not totally a lesbian! I just fell in love with her!! i cant believe it!! but now i do!! confirmed! well, in her case we're same, i mean she also falls with the same sex! but shes more! how will i start this??
I'm a friend of hers! i have known her for years! i mean we're childhood friends! but we're not so called childhood friends, we're not that close!! but we're friends and is my neighbor!!(how lucky) shes a year and a half younger than me!
i seem dont to have a chance to be in same class with her and for the fact that we didnt entered same schools!(very unfortunate! damn you age gap)
but at that time!! i was very immature for my age!! didnt mind too much about love! i just ignore her! thinking that she was just some people there! (how stupid i am! why didnt i take the chance)
Some year had passed! it's been a long time that i didnt see her or it was just me that didnt notice her!? but surprisingly she recognized me! she even called my name! hahaha! well, i could not blame her! im a bit popular at that time, only when i was in my junior high aahahah.. For some reason, i was captivated by her! she had changed a lot! i mean shes beautiful but theres something!
I managed to make friends with her! i was grateful. everybody would! she had grown! she became some special and i as her friend, i appreciated that! when shes with me im very happy! she too i can feel it! i cant last a second without her! being with her is a paradise! shes such a nice person! a very beautiful one! from inside and out!(specially here=>♥) and i without realizing im falling for her unconsciously!
when i realize it! whenever i see her! its so awkward! i cant act normally, i was nervous, i dont know what to do! when she approaches me,like a fool, speechless!
there was a time im trying avoiding her!(not in a obvious way) because of some sort of love problems(too long to add)
i never tried to talk to her! i was out of my mind
i even gave up my school! without her knowing that i gave up! she has high expectations on me which im not that encourages me more to avoid her!we dont talk too much now! i can feel shes awkward too when with me! i cant talk to her in this matter! specialy when theres no certainty! sometimes i see some hints of having interest in me or was it just my hallucinations! example when she sees me she approaches me and have a little chitchat sometimes ignores me or smiles at me when awkwardness occur! sometimes she defends me! and giving me some compliments! guys i need some of you advice! what can you say?
are you expecting anyone to take you seriosuly?
not really! i'm just trying if this thread will help me but im serious!
Do you know what a period is?
what do you mean?
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