First of all,Im not gay, I really dont like guys and I love to fuck chicks, but in the last 2 or 3 months...
when my best friend (male) touch my hand, arm, neck what ever part of my body my heart began to beat very fast and I became turned-on, is like a panic attack.
I know I feel that nervous because he knows me very well (from elementary school, we are now fresh men in college), and if he found out this he will be over me, making fun of this all the time...
I dont know how the hell this shit started, we were playing gay chicken and he started touching my neck, behind the hair, the hairs in my arm, after that my legs behind the knees and at the end a nipple, he such his finger and after he start playing with MY NIPPLE!
all this time I played with the hairs in his navel, he turned on evidently and didnt say anything...
It was a shocking experience. But now I can wait to see him and...Why on earth do I feel this way?
clearly, you want his cock.
faggot.
You probably just want to deny that youre gay, but you probably are. O.o You could be bi too. :3
lol 'gay chicken' sounds like a way to explore gayness without all the "you're a faggot!!" remarks. Exept its gonna backfire once someone sees through.
>>4 yeah I thought b4 that was the reason, BUT I DONT LIKE GUYS I mean any one else, I dont know is weird, if I was a girl I definately would like a guy like him, I mean he is very smart, sense of humour, and at the end he has a very nice body even if I dont like guys, he swims and do yoga and tai qi
the think is it turned me on when he was sexual aroused when I was touching him, I asked him directly if he liked and he says "YEAH, kinda" and i told him "um, i can see that FAGGOT"... but I not so sure if he just wanted to win gay chicken or he was "using" the game as an excuse to have that kind of contact with me.... and know every time he sees me he touch my ear and say to me babe very low... ans i have cath him looking at me like... i dont know...........HELP ME!!!!! IDONT WANT TO BE A FAGGOT!!!!
>>10 im not trolling, I just want to know if this is normal, or temporary, infatuation, or im just atracted b'cause is kind of kinky... I really dont want to do anything with his cock, i'll pug uakkkkkkkk that will be totally disgusting 4 me, but the true is if he wants to kiss me, i dont going to run, no way boy.....hope he's reading this ;]
>>9
You didnt have to be so harsh. O.o
If you want to prove to him that youre not a faggot and want to make yourself feel better, just get a girlfriend (or if you already have one) go up to him and mabye show her off a bit or something. :/
gay chicken, lol
>>12 god, i did that, i went to his place with this hot girl, and he was just completely mad, very rude and sarcastic with the girl.....and now i feel really bad for make him feel miserable. wow I think this whole shit is getting waay too complicated. the best thing is to talk with him clearly, 'cause i dont want to lose our friendship, at the end of the day thats even more important than sex experimentation
>>15
Maybe he got jealous. Maybe he likes you, and your game of "gay chicken" was his way to hit on you.
>>9
Nobody is 100% straight or gay. Nobody sane, at least. Most straight people are attracted to one or several gender stereotypes of the opposite gender, but can and will find one or a few of the same gender attractive during their lifetime. Something about this particular guy overrides and compensates for the big lack of him being female. FFS, shag him and get this over and done with so that you can go on with your life. You two clearly want each other, even if it in your case is just your need to experiment and confirm that you really are straight. This isn't going to go away from you mind, so you might as well yield to temptation and then never do it again, as soon as you've tried it once. Just whatever you do, make sure you two are on the same page: Explain that you're straight, especially romantically heterogamous, and that you just want to see what new you can learn about your own body, trough giving the gay sex a try. Best case scenario: seeing his non-alien wing wong will make your own call it quits. Worst case: You realize that you're human and actually do once an eon find some guy that turns you on. Somehow I doubt you'd manage to actually have more than sexual feelings, and that only for a few males.
Your friendship will get odd for a while regardless of what you do, the very second you agreed to play touchy with him was when it turned odd.
Don't forget: use a condom, and you probably want to be the one that puts it in, but make sure you know what you're doing.
Do give prostrate massage a shot, though. That isn't limited to a sexuality, it's just your male g-spot. I'm still rather happy my ex-girlfriend convinced me to get a g-spot vibe for myself. Never turn down a blowjob with prostate massage, especially from a gorgeous chick. It's.. really good... You'll no doubt discover that, some day.
>>16 Hot. Heh.. Anyway. How the hell does anyone get the idea to do something as silly as invent a gay version of chicken?! No, really. It seriously makes zero sense. It really sounds like a damned thinly veiled excuse to do gay stuff.
By the way, if your friend doesn't just have the hots for you, but actually is in love with you, the above does not apply. Sex'll just make him suffer emotionally and get weird. My advice to give prostate massage a shot still stands though, though obviously not with him in that case. Get the next girl you're with to do that, some day (preferably during a blowjob). Don't forget to practice good hygiene.
Uhm... Ask him what the big deal was, ask him (politely) if he's gay and tell him you just want to be friends?
That, or give in to your feelings. Maybe you really are gay. Or bi.
Care less about labels, 'mmkay? Just do what feels right, deep inside your mind and heart.
>>21
Deep inside hes a fag. Plain and simple. He loves pumping the hairy ass.
your friend might be coming out to you, and you should try to stop your actions and let him know you like girls. maybe getting a girlfriend could let him know if he continues after you tell him.