you're not a hikky. I'm a hikki... i have pretty much every last symptom of being a hikky :(
Go try doing some new stuff, take up a cool new hobby, make some new friends.
You have nothing cool or good about your personality? i'm sure that's a load of crap. You said you actualy try to engage people sincerely and talk about what you really feel? that is defintely both cool and good... most 16-18 year old males dont do it enough. We females love guys who can talk about their feelings :) I'm sure you've got other good qualities as well, you're just being insecure and harsh with yourself.