You have more luck than I am, for I don't have any friend whatsoever to even think of asking for advice. So it's not correct that nobody cares about you unless you have no friend who you can rely on. I always go out alone from shopping, eating to movie. Nobody calls me or sends email to my mobile. Every time I tried approaching others they just come chilly and rejective. I tried acting cheerful, with all what courage I had, but it just did't work and always ends up me being treated as a nerdy fool. I'm now so used to be responded on as such that I'm just so fucking tired of anything. All the efforts I have made so far proved no good. I'm now completely at a loss what I should do to make a difference. I have never felt like I was accepted by anyone, except my parents, for whom it is just natural to love me.
I've been through this ever since I was in elementary school. Nowdays I think about nothing else but to die. I feel not worth exsiting even the slightest. I was only good at studying though, which left me fairly nice title and educational background, but after all these are just the things shown only in my fucking C.V., which can be easily offset with my considerably boring and unattractive nature as a person. Sorry for making you all feel dismal by my rather depressive texts, but this goes quite well with the title and hope >>1 will be mended by knowing there are people on the globe who is much less worth existing. By the way, I'm a Japanese male. I haven't met any foreigners who get that gloomy as I am or other Japanese males of much the same nature, the number of which is not few at all if you peep in 2ch.
Cheers.