wow... i thought i was the only one. i am way older- i am 34! my husband is chronologically 3 yrs younger than me, but mentally much older. i have been out on my own since i was 20, but that doesn't mean i am a real grown up.

i didn't figure out what i really wanted to do with my life until a couple of years ago. i don't get along with women my age because i have no interests in common. i love jrock, anime, video games, asian dramas, staying up all night... i have no interest in having kids right now, i have no interest in 'settling down'. i do NOT want to be a 'soccer mom'.

my husband figures i am about 20 or so mentally haha. and i have ALWAYS been like this- my friends are almost all younger than me, some WAY younger.

i am not ready to be the age that i am. it doesn't fit me.

but what can i do? i only know how to be myself.