I'm encouraged you have this type of attitude OP, I think it shows your conscience still works. I know a lot of poster who'd continue fapping to that material until they become desensitized and try justifying it.

I'm not in your shoes, but I know fapping can be addicting. I mean all those endorfin feel good. What I did was get out of the house and workout. I also try to control the fapping to 2 or 3 times a week.

Do you have a girl friend? I bet that would help too.

Anywho, goodluck my friend. fap safely :D