I met her through an internet dating service. Turns out a lot of her family is pretty screwed up as well, but not as screwed as mine.
The thing is I do not want friends anymore. Every "friend" is potential person ready to fuck me over for their own gain or just because. Although, now that I think about it, I cannot see how most people who screwed me over "gained" anything by it.
I keep going now just because I have no choice but to.