When I started writing this post, I thought I was angry, but I have suddenly realized what I really am is "on edge". For some reason, I feel a rage has come over me, and even the smallest thing is making me bite my lip in frustration. In the last 48 hours, I have been asleep for almost 30, so I guess that doesn't help, but still, it's been a while since I felt this way. Usually it wouldn't matter, but I'm lashing out at the few people that still tolerate my presence, so need to find a healthy way to get rid of the rage. I thought about getting drunk, but that usually doesn't help (plus it's early). Exercise is an option, but I'm feeling so shitty, even that won't help. On days like this, I really wish I was somewhere else, alone, far, far away from humanity. Right now, I'm not making any sense. I'm not really even looking for answers; just venting. Thanks for "listening" to my ramblings.
Look at guro, it works for me. Seeing hot females die in horrible ways calms me down like nothing else.
(In know, you weren't looking for answers, but give it a try, really)
>>Dude get a girlfriend.
Ah, yes, the instant cure for everything. If everyone had girlfriends and got laid, we'd have world peace! DURR HURR HURR
Grow the fuck up, jackass.
OP here.
Update: Rage is gone. Now I'm just fucking depressed. Slept for nearly 20 straight hours. Actually had to drag myself out of bed because my back hurt like hell. No people around for most of the weekend means my one mode of transportation is gone and I have even more time to be depressed.
Hoo-ray!
Life feels like shit. Hopefully, in about 15 hours, the awesomeness that is Wallzaku will snap me out of this vicious cycle of anger, depression, and self-pity. Until then, a girlfriend doesn't sound so bad.
Do you know what induced that rage/depression? Is it something in particular, or are you just fed up with some/most aspects of your life?
Hey bro, I feel you, man.
People recommend a girlfriend because that kind of closeness offers understanding.
My prescription for you is a good dosage of understanding, man.
See, understanding is to love as hatred is to ignorance.
To communicate is an effort to understand, so to communicate is an act of love, and you should do it a lot more often, with people you think can understand you.
The only problem is that society has made communication both easier and harder with technology, and your situation is not uncommon because of this. People lose sight of what really matters, and when most people do it, it gets hard for those of us who value the immaterial. Not a lot of people nowadays are completely able to communicate... Reliance on the internet, phones, texting devices, ect. I stay away from that stuff. Closeness offers an understanding that can't be substituted with technology alone. You gotta FEEL THE LOVE MAN.
I was obviously born 40-something years late, I think I belong back at Woodstock with all the communicators and understanders, not moping around with material shallow people who care about nothing more than their paycheck. Anyways dude, you can pull this off. Just remember, being alone isn't an issue, lack of communication/understanding is. It really matters... in fact, it should be the only thing that ever mattered to anyone, in my opinion.
>>I was obviously born 40-something years late, I think I belong back at Woodstock with all the communicators and understanders, not moping around with material shallow people who care about nothing more than their paycheck.
40 years later, what do you think became of most of those folks at Woodstock? Think they're still out there "communicating"?
Sooner or later, everyone ends up a wage slave.
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Using shampoo that is Ph balanced, or organic, also helps.
wrong thread. nvm.
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I dunno man... I bet you the few people in that crowd who weren't just sheeple are still doing the communicating, as best they can. I've got a job, I just make sure it doesn't take over my life, and give myself plenty of free time to relax and think things over... it's not impossible to live and not be a 'wage slave'.