I met a person by chance a long time ago. Later, we both became part of life of each other. Though we argued a lot, I still preferred to be with this person so change dormitory to their roommate. Little did I know that I always been following her. I always thought that I was doing things for my convenience. I didn’t know that I was already sacrificing my time. I constantly denied that fact.
I even tried learning to drive. My father suggested that I start driving but the bigger motivation was to drive this person to an annual conference. I was in hurry to learn.
I had always checked her subjects so that we become classmates. I failed a subject one time and the path we shared became divided. From then on, we didn’t see each other much. Even though I had catched up with her, we still lost our communication.
I been following this person all along yet I didn’t our relationship. Did we become friends? Was it only blockmates? Former roomates, or classmates? Or it was only churchmate? Due to this uncertainty, I decided to walk far away. And then later, I soon found out. Super elbimate, huh.
I had been hurting her, I admit that. But you know, I been constantly hurt by her lies. She said I was the most important person in her Christian life. She said that she was the one who follows after me. I wanted to ask her to look back. Maybe, just maybe I am at her back. She was always searching after me because she didn’t know that I always behind her. It seems that I was misunderstood all along though she told me that she tried much understanding me and maybe that I should be understandable. That hurts me a lot. She just never knew. I never want anything else from her but friendship. It seems that we are most incompatible friends in the world.
Every time she said anything personal to me, I got furious and I tend to hurt her much. To escape this loop, I decided to end this once and for all.
Now, I am free of anything. I can do what I want whenever I want. I don’t have an obligation to attend the og meeting Moreover, the deception that I never met her in the first place helps.
I am certain that I would never meet anyone like her again. She is unique. But then, I wish she’ll meet someone like me. For if that happens, I’ll be happy that someone will correct my mistakes.
That story was complete shite thanks for wasting my life you damn fag.
Bad grammar and poor syntax makes long post unreadable. Try again.
sorry for the bad grammar
im not good in english
Dude, you're a stalker. You followed someone around, and they were very nice about not calling you out. You became enamored with this girl, while she didn't necessarily like you. Don't chase after girls, especially assertive girls, get to know them and let relationships develop naturally. If a girl likes you she'll come after you.
was there supposed to be a point to this?