>>9 Thank you, this means lots for me.. !

>>10 This is awesome! Thank you! I hope you will beat the issue 100% any time soon!

The good thing is that i can get this kind of help for free til i turn 25. And i don't have much time left. So I'm willing to cooperate with the therapist to get rid of this issue. I just don't want to spend years to get rid of this stupid problem! I will definitely update after my first session, right now I'm trying to not think about it, as I don't know where to start! :)

Thank you again so much, love you all!