>I won't accept that it's something wrong with me. Only someone abominable could consistently reject people like this and so the human race is that abomination.
What, so because you don't fit in, the entire six billion headed population of the earth is doing it wrong? Don't ever think like that.
I agree it might be best not to think of this as something wrong with you, but it could just be something you do wrong. It's not like the only two possibilities are that either it's something about you that you can't change, or it's something about the rest of the world that you can't change.
I understand that the above post is a rant, but seriously, don't be so defeatist about it. If you really have this problem with everyone, the problem is a discrepancy between you and the rest of the world, and since you're smaller than the rest of the world (and thus less work to adapt), you're the one that should try to resolve it.
I suggest you start by being more optimistic about people. Try to be understanding and trust that when they do something that makes you feel miserable, they never intended that. Nineteen times out of twenty, they'll be completely oblivious to how much it gets to you and would be shocked to find out they hurt you.
While this is, like I said, the persuasion of a naive sort of quiet guy, even if I'm wrong about it, this sort of optimism will definitely make you happier.