>>16
you live in amaerica, and you might think its the same in america but its totally different, so obviously you dont know me, and you obviously dont no this but I show myself confident towards everyone, and I make my friends from it, I even started my own group and connections, I make plans to go out for drinking, hanging out, shopping, eatting, talking and even go to the cinema, play some sports and the gym together, get tickets to go to concerts and so on... I even manage to fit in work 4days a week, go to college, and try pass my driving lessons...
and in college with my classmates..who do you think Im with on my breaks? they follow me, and I welcome them, I even ask people who are on their own to join us aswell, (my usual hanging place on my breaks in college is the local pub).
I cant move out because they expect me to stay here until im at least 18 or 19, not to mention there is the credit crunch.
Well at least Im only in the house with them for roughly 3hours of my waking day...and Im out or Im Sleeping...
Even showing myself confident, I am still without someone...this is why Deep inside I hate myself for who I am.