>>7
You might actually have a point. I do feel depressed most of the time when i'm not distracting miself with anime and games, because there is nothing that i truly WANT to do or to have.

>>1
It could also be that you are subconsciously suppressing your feelings because of some kind of trauma, out of fear, or because you were educated that way. In any case, it is probably wise to meet a therapist (NOT a psychiatrist, those only prescribe pills that don't solve the problem).