Okay, heres the thing. When I was growing up, a lot of things happened in my life that caused me to have some serious emotional problems. I used to live in Hopewell, and when I was there so many acts of violence where around me that it shattered my emotions. When I was 10, I moved to Richmond, and went from being poor, to being in an upper-middle class neighborhood. The change from rags to riches was already a hard transition, but I havent been able to talk to people until about 3 years ago when this story really begins. Three years ago, I was a highschool freshman, and met a crip, the first one Ive seen since Hopewell. Coming from where I came, I promised myself I wouldnt break the laws, but as soon as I got wrapped up in gangs, I started doing things that would make most people flinch. Now, I have a reputation for being one of the most evil, to the point of where everyone is scared to see me outside of school, and I cant get a girl because they are scared of me too. How do I break the reputation of being seen as being evil. Granted, Im still going to do the things I do, but I dont want people to be afraid of me. What do I do?

Thanks in Advance.