Also... I didn't really talk about it in here... but I was really bad... I hit rock bottom and had crying urges all the time, no matter where I was I just started crying uncontrollably and shaking and hearing things, like people commenting how fat I am and how ugly I am (despite not really being fat and so on). I started creating this paranoia about how people secretly took photographs of me and so on... It's silly... when i think about it.

Most people really just care about themselves... I'm just glad I'm getting better now.