Firstly... I'm just glad i immediately took everyone's advice and went to the psychiatrist.
Well, the psychiatrist i went to told me to go to a psychotherapist as well and i expect to get some kind of treatment apart from drug prescription in my appointment with him next week.
And yeah, I've learned to accept that meds do really help, although I'm not too comfortable with taking them since they make me feel so goddamn depressed. Better than feeling psychotic and hearing things but it totally kills my thoughts and my imagination. I can't wait to get better and have a healthy mind, I feel completely suppressed personality wise.
But as you said, it does really open a window of opportunity to get better, all seems much more clearer and less chaotic.
Just taking it day by day without stressing too much over it, that's my main focus now.