I'd just like to help. I can't help reading these people who have posted that I seem to indulge myself into and end up giving advice and support to these people who ask for help, advice, suggestions, etc. However, >>43 you are right. I can't argue and debate over something you have said because you are right. Maybe deep down inside I do want to be loved by someone but I'm pushing it away because in my mind I don't want to. Even if I didn't experience it myself, maybe I don't have the right to talk about love, give advice, suggestions, and such. I don't prefer to talk big and it's not my intention but I guess that's what you and probably everyone else is looking at it so far. If I am annoying to you and probably everyone else so much then I will stop giving advice, after all there are other people who give better help than I do. I just can't help that the fact the way and who I am is making my life not going well. I'm not looking for anything for everyone to go sympathy on me or whatever. Just when this website was interesting and thought I could help out people in the romance and personal issue section but I don't deserve to be in them because I haven't fix myself up. >>44 is right too. I am tired. I am so damn tired of myself, everyone, and especially the world. I am so sick and tired of everything. I'm to a point where I just literally do not care about anything and yet here I am helping out people with my advice in the romance and personal issues section. Funny, huh?
sigh I think I'm not going to hang around in this website anymore longer. Just writing and talking about this makes me feel real down about it and >>43 you have hit me in the spot of where I didn't notice it myself and I thank you for that. I'm not saying that because I'm angry or anything. I am truly grateful as with everyone else who posted in this thread for replying and perhaps trying to help me out.
So, I guess this is a goodbye. It's been nice hanging around in this website and I hope people in the romance and personal issues section get their problems solved in no time. As for me, well if anyone is care to worry about me then don't. You're only wasting your breath to a worthless person like me.
Again, thank you all and good-bye. =)