Okay, I'm confused as to what you mean by "not believing in love". You're able to define it, so you acknowledge that it does exist, that it happens for other people out there, you just don't have faith in it. Is that right?
Your answers are so vague.
> As far as I know, love does not give me strength.
What exactly do you base this on? What kind of love have you experienced that made you feel otherwise?