To be honest, it is almost impossible to find actual friendship on the internet. Even if you are good friends with someone you talk to everyday on IM or email or whatever the fuck you do, text messages are different from actual conversations. Maybe I'm a little different than you, in the fact that I don't have friends and I don't care. However I think most of the people here will acknowlegde that online, actual real friends are even harder to come by than actual real friends in "real life".

If you're going to look for friends on forums or online games or whatever, you shouldn't expect too much. People online are selfish. Even more selfish than people you meet around you. Just as you are selfish in your own way. Internet drama is retarded, and I'm sure you have witnessed a lot of it, since you're asking this slowass BBS for help. Your town is shit, you don't like social network websites and you're an incredible nerd. No problem here. I might post my email after typing this post(this is actually one of the first things I typed), depending on how I feel. Also, if you do happen to email, I can't really say I will reply very soon. I work away from the tube connection, and eventhough I have tube on my mobile phone I can't really promise I have time to react to your message. I think I haven't checked my email in one and a half month. Honnestly I don't even have that much to say though. If I did maybe I'd have a lot to talk about. Start a blog, like "normalfags" do. All in all, you don't have friends. Who cares? You do. Okay, fine. But either this is your firest couple of weeks without friends and you're in despair, or you've been doing without friends like a lot of people have. In that case, you won't die just because you won't have friends soon. You've lived your life without friends, you won't die if you won't have any either. Besides, there's something about friends. Maybe people with a lot of friends can explain better, however there are a couple of different kinds of friends around. There's people you know, but kind of distant. Nice to you, since they try to get whatever kind of things from you in whatever way. There are what I call comrades. People that are okay, you can hang around with them, they're fun and nice to you. Great. You'll have a lot of fun, but in the end they won't care about you if something happens. There are a lot of people like this. Maybe this is the largest group of people you know. Or will know. The "people you know" are the next group in size. A bunch of fags but with their uses. Exploit them as they try to exploit you. You'll find out how to find their uses if you're not an idiot. Then, there are friends. This is the big thing. People talk about friends if they're easy to find. In my kind of view, they're not all that easy to find. I only have two. I can't even count how many comrades and "people I know" I know. Online AND offline. Friends are things you deside for yourself if they are friends or something "less". As harsh as that sounds. Friends are people you can always count on. People that'll support you, instead of "support" you and then try to take advantage of. Well, I'm not really going to post a lot of more, but if you're not a dumbass you'll understand this. You'll know what to make of the email.