OP here. ID might be different because I'm at home.

We did break up, it wasn't really what anyone in this thread said but just things have been building up for a long time and it felt right to end it when it ended.

I am sorry to see her go, but right now she's at this guys house. I have gone through many stages of emotions since we broke up, but I have hid them all from her.

I'll see her soon at graduation, and i don't know how I'll feel. I'm going to sign off this thread forever now. I deleted the bookmark.

Thank you all for talking to me.