Hello, i'm writing this because i need to find out if what i did was very bad or not. Long story short here's what i've done and just realised how disgusting it is:
1.)I touched like the lip sort of thing of my 7 year old sisters vagina (molestation when she was asleep she didn't wake up..
2.)I asked the same sister to "wrestle" as a game and rubbed my penis on her cheek and then went and masturbated.
3.)when we were wrestling i touched her vagina , she had underwear on, she then said "Hey what are you touching" and i said in a grunting sort of voice "Get off me". I am in no way attracted to little children, me being a 15 year old i just did it because it was a vagina and didn't really think about it. Do you think she knows what i've done to her? this has been eating away at me for 3 weeks now and i've even thought abotu suicide.
Sorry for the long post i just need someone to tell me if i should tell my parents, if she knows about it, and am i a pedophile and would you consider this molestation..
I jerked off on my cousin's barbie dolls when I was younger. It's a sex thing, nothing too strange. Just remember that touching your cousin is weird, and probably not something you want to do again.
>>2
Weird means nothing anymore. Don't allow social constructs to hold you down in life, as long as she isn't hurt or traumatized there isn't a problem. Incestual relations have only recently become a taboo, the same applies to pedophilia.
>>3
Boy, it sure is a good thing that we civilized people have gotten rid of this silly concept of the "rule of law" and rely on the Wiccan Rede to govern interpersonal relations, eh? Legal consequences are so second millennium, after all.
>>1
How old are you now, how long ago did these things happen, and how long ago did you last feel like doing such things to her? Do you have access to a counselling service at school or the like? Depending on how badly you suspect your parents are likely to react, it may be wise to seek the advice of a mental-health professional first of all. However, it certainly would be better if you told your parents before she did.
>>4
Oh yes, the law is such a good thing that was established for many good reasons, which is why cannabis is one of the worst things on the face of the planet. Sex is also horrid, if isn't performed in the missionary position with someone that's 18 years of age, after all we consider these people to be adults because of our great reasoning skills, it isn't like their brains still have 6 years left until they're finished developing or anything.
>>5
Because clearly sexual abuse of children is the same thing as smoking cannabis, amirite? Troll harder, 0/10.
Look, I never claimed the current laws were the pinnacle of human rational achievements, just that they are something people in most places on this planet have to live by or face the consequences, until you are done building your precious anarchist utopia.
>>6
Continue to pull meaningless assumptions out of your ass, I'm sure that wins you all of the debates that you've ever taken part in it.
Pedophilia is the modern day homosexuality, it'll be accepted sooner or later.
>>7
not only is pedophilia the laws of civilized society, it is also against natures law, ergo puberty. 18 might be a bit old in some cases to draw the line, but a line needs to be drawn or else abuses are made. I understand that you're intimidated by women and thus want to prey on weak-willed and easily manipulated children but don't expect society to agree with your abusive sadistic ideology