>>16 please don't lie if you don't have to.

First accept for yourself that you are an adult and that you understand the responsibilities of being an adult. Understand what it is you want from a partner. Love? what is that. Affection and trust? more like it. Sex? it will be nice. Be open, and you will talk with people. With some, you'll find you like being with them. If you're lucky, you have the chance to deepen the relationship. This might go so smoothly that you're dating before you even know it.

>>1, its silly to attract girls. Why not find out how to attract people to your personality? girls will follow. What use is it have a partner, but still unable to stand in society? What use are you to your partner then? The kind of partners you will find are those who like to carry a burden, but those often aren't the healthiest minds to live with.